life circus

2009-10-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

时间过的超快

今天是第二个学期的开始

希望能顺顺利利的过完这个semester

千万不要fail任何一个subject

*上学期的成绩十六号就要出炉了，拜托千万不要fail掉。

宅女之日 XD

2009-10-01T05:46:00.000-07:00

没事做的一整天

无聊到在网上看来看去

结果发现了这个

哈哈

有够废的咯

yearbookyourself.com

大家没事做时也可以试试

the 5TH day

2009-09-22T10:20:00.000-07:00

Its the fifth day i back to JB

and its the place i love the most although i feel lil boring when im here

Maybe this is because i went to most of the place before

Stay at home for few days

no mood to go out due to some reasons

finally

today i stepped out from my door

went to Nijyumaru at Permas Jaya

Its has the best japanese food compare to most of the japanese restaurant i went before

thumb up for the food at Nijyumaru!

Wonder where to go after the dinner at Nijyumaru

So go down to Stulang all the way from Permas

and still no idea where to go

and finally we decided to go back to a cafe at Plentong

Beethoven-Bo Cafe

its near Qiant hypermarket

its has good environment to dine in or yumcha

Went back to home quite early

this is how my tuesday end =)

2009-09-22T10:15:00.000-07:00

Learn to say "I Love You" more often,

It feels good.

Really good.

CameronH.

2009-09-17T22:09:00.000-07:00

Cameron Highland 2 days 1 night

*the apartment we stay--star regency hotel & apartment

因为他说要看日出，

所以大家突然决定提早出发，

凌晨两点钟，

就从kuchailama出发了。

因为到的时间太早，

还不能check in，

所以我们就到处去走走了。

第一站：

Boh tea farm and factory.

这茶园真的很大，

可是半山的茶园比这个山顶的还要大很多！

接着还去了蝴蝶园，西洋菜园等等。

到了中午，天色开始暗了，雨大概要下了，我们也会了酒店，

因为一夜没睡，大家回到酒店就会到房大睡了。

到晚上才在hotel里steamboat。

在很冷的地方吃火锅，简直是棒！

第二天吃完早餐后，我们也收拾东西回家了。

回家途中。。。

我们去了bee farm！

还有kuala woh--hot spring.

回家的路上，看见了orang asli,他们还真的没穿衣服，

只在该遮的地方遮着块布。

接着也到了

大瀑布！

最后，回到kl简直就是累死了。

然后还要回新山，

坐车做到屁股痛死了 =.=

Merdeka Night

2009-09-01T08:15:00.001-07:00

Last minute oni decide to go Firefly park resort last nite...

It was at Kuala Selangor,

it takes around 2 hours to reach...

but the problem is we all dont know the way to that resort!

so it tooks us a long long time to reach there.

the resort closed at 10pm and at 9.50 we r still finding the way.

i thought we wont able to see firefly edi..

but luckily an abang so baik hati...

he brought us there...

grateful.

so,we r still in time, reach there at the last minute!

too bad that we cant take pic on the fireflies...

the flies are gather at the trees along the river...

it makes the trees look like christmas tree...lol

overall, its my first time to see fireflies...

and feel great when all of us sit on the boat and look at fireflies...

and jokes of the day:

CM told the boat man that he was not interest in fireflies,

he was there to see crocodiles.

=.=

Chicken's Birthday celebration

2009-09-01T07:51:00.000-07:00

Celebrate K.Wai birthday at CocoB. on last Saturday...

supposed to upload it earlier but really no time...

gotta study for exam =(

okie...

lets see what happen on that nite...

didn't take more photo on that nite

wk drunk on that nite!

with baby.

he is sober @@

dunno what post is this. lol
lambo for the birthday boy...
Eventually bday boy drunk...
do they look like...

cm & darren

just left few ppl weren't drunk on that nite...

btw,really don't like the sober's feel.

Girls day out

2009-08-21T22:46:00.000-07:00

first time met with my dear ah Le at kl...

hmm...

she is so brave!

she drive all the way from cyberjaya to puchong.

And she never been here before =)

*salute and claps

战利品有点少。

but the most important thing is i met with my dear fren here!

2009-08-19T04:57:00.000-07:00

Exam coming soon

and I HATE IT!

Penang 24 hrs trip

2009-08-07T22:51:00.000-07:00

.:last saturday:.

Planned some place to go for after yumcha with uncle chris, ah pek kang, aki and jun.

1st idea came up:snooker

2nd:neway

3rd:genting

4th:melaka

5th:penang

6th:langkawi somemore =.=

In the end, we decided to go Penang, and the time is around 12am. (*yea,its AM,midnite)

Call my boy and ask him to tag along with us then.

After prepare everything, we start our trip at 2:30am

and reach there at 5:30am

we went many place without rest.

uncle chris and ah pek really amazing.

they were driving all day since we decided to go penang.

we played non-stop and all of us didnt slp.

although its very tired,but whole trip is fun.

i like this rabbit! its cute =p

RakuZen

2009-08-07T22:35:00.000-07:00

Went to Raku Japanese Restaurant with boy,his sis-Evon,and her friend after Padini warehouse sales.

The food is yummy =)

overall... Inari still my favorite!

Our contrast

2009-07-31T22:35:00.000-07:00

white & black

很大的反差
wuahaha!!

Convocation II

2009-07-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

me & foohoov

726,myConvo.

BBL & me & Ritchie

Ritchie, Cyrus, Me & Grace

Some frens in DEM

Me & Ritchie Lim

JingWen & Me

Convocation

2009-07-26T00:41:00.000-07:00

I'm late for the convocation!!!

Thought need to arrived hall at 9.00 am, but when i'm there,

everyone start to enter into hall, and i dun even wear my gown yet!!

OMG..

After rushing here & there, eventually i entered and sat in the hall...

But not for a while, i realized that i haven't register yet... =.=

what happen to me today??!

Luckily the staff there help me do everything,

and thing goes smoothly after that.

Thx god.

Actually it is kinda weird for advance dip student to attend a convocation,

cause i still need to study in that college for 2 more years.

Hmmm...but still happy to see all my classmates and ex-classmate...

i miss them.

and today is a memorable day too!

Thx Evon jie for the beautiful SunFlower!

TQ ah dai for orrange sunflower =)

i like it very much.

More pics r coming soon
Stay tune

Defeated

2009-07-24T03:31:00.000-07:00

somebody is trying to hide something from me,

actually,im already know the truth before you trying to do so,

pls, i just pretending that i don't know bout it,

because i don't want to destroy the harmonic between you and me,

i don't want to reveal something.

so pls...don't treat me as an idiot k?

you think u can just change something to hide it from me?

no no...u r wrong, i ain't stupid!

Terrible Horrible & Vegetable =p

2009-07-22T03:19:00.000-07:00

糟糕，真的很糟糕。

今天的测验超难，虽然能看着书来考，

可是看来，我还是会挂掉！

完蛋。=(

希望她会看在我写那么长，写到手都快断掉的份上，

给点同情分来，

拜托，不要fail我 @.@

有种感觉叫。难受

2009-07-19T01:26:00.000-07:00

有一种感觉原来比痛还要痛，
心痛，
心扎上了针的感觉又有几个人知道？

找了很久的答案，始终还是找不着。

放弃了，
因为，
真的很累了。

差到爆的心情

2009-07-18T05:47:00.000-07:00

看见了不该看的，发现了不该发现的，

要怎么办？当没看到？当不知道？当自己是傻子？

忍了很久，试了很久，原来，我只在折磨自己。

只能怪自己太傻吧。

生日。快乐

2009-07-17T23:53:00.000-07:00

终于过完了那个大恶魔的生日了！

托他的福，这几天我吃超多，不知道又要减多久才行了。>.<

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

no mood to update blog recently =(
no reason.just no mood.

给。喜欢发表自己意见的人

2009-07-04T01:59:00.000-07:00

喜欢发表意见，应该是好事吧。

可是有些人却爱用自己的意见来中伤或伤害别人。

这些人到底是怎么了？

伤害了别人，真的会开心一点吗？

侮辱了别人，你的生活会快乐一点吗？

让自己不喜欢的人难堪，你就觉得你胜利了吗？

我对这类人真的有很多疑问。

那时候只是以为自己不好采，中了招，

还小小伤心了一阵子，怎么会交到这种朋友。

原来不只是我，

在短短的几个月，

就发现好多的朋友也被spam,

就连朋友的朋友们也中了。

现在的人，心里应该已经病了吧。

不然怎么会那么喜欢用语言来打架。

逛人家的部落格，

看看人家写的东西，

嗯，是没什么错啦。

可当别人抒发一下自己的感受，自己的看法时，

他们这类人可欢喜咯，

因为又是他们发表意见的时候啦，

不管关不关他们的事都好，

他们都要露一手，

先留一些话在人家那里再说，

有些会用一些言语来挑衅人，

有些会叫相关人士去看有关部落格，

像是怕会没事发生，

想再等看好戏一样。

请问，目的是什么？

只有他自己了吧。

到底部落格的定义是什么？

应该是很私人的吧，

部落格不就是个让人写关于自己的事，

说些自己想说的话，

发泄心情的地方吗？

难道连人家说自己的想法也有罪吗？

如果你不喜欢那个人，

为什么还要去他的部落格？

就算他写了什么你不爽的东西，

又怎样了，是你自己去看的，

又不是他邀你的，

在人家的地方，就要给人应有的尊重不是吗？

没人是十全十美的，

他们把别人说成这样，

回头一看，自己也不过如此吧。

他们爱往别人的短处踩，

但有没有想过，

他们自己也有不及别人的地方。

所以，

遇见这类人时，

不要反驳，

不要给予理会，

他说得开心，让他说吧，

反正说来说去，他们也只是自讨没趣，

无为跟他们计较。

只要懂你的人撑你，

就足够了。

I think i will be CRAZY soon!

2009-06-28T02:56:00.000-07:00

yes,PO again.

y this subject bothering me this much?

have been do lot of assignments in the past,

but why i have no idea on this stupid case study?

Am i too stupid?

or she just has the highest expectation from all of us among lecturers?

Shit, too many things to do this week.

ECM tests,

PO case study and presentation

& a lot of homeworks.

damn.this makes me faint.

which im gonna to do first?

hv been asking myself for a few times.

no answer and no clue.

who gonna help me?!!

Darling's birthday coming soon.

another thing to bother.

which present should i buy for him?

how im gonna celebrate it?

Question question and questions...

who can help me to solve these problems?

who can help me to halau the question marks?

im totally hv no idea on all these.

darlin i need ur help.

Give me a break pls.

2009-06-24T06:52:00.000-07:00

assignment assignment and assignments...
hmm, wonder how to go through this 2 years
hope i wont jump from from building becuz of stress la

PO
a subject we hate the most
a lecture we had never met before
a class we dont like to attend
an assignment we don't know how to do
a tutor we fear
yes,this is the most difficult thing in this sem
its aredi a difficult sub
but the teacher make us lost all the interest in this sub
she said we go n threaten our ps to fail this sub
lol
nonsense, who want to fail?
i guess nobody wants fail any paper k
waste money & time only
she said we r embarrasing her
maybe this term should use terbalik
haiz, donno how to deal with this nice lecture
i 'LOVE' her so much
i 'LOVE' this subject so so much

wish me luck in tmr presentation
Sable (my group's company)
assasins...mission..guns..
lol...it will be fun in our role play presentation
hope get high marks
=)

Long Deep Breath

2009-06-13T04:38:00.000-07:00

dunno its aredi week3 or week4 for college?

i cant really recall it...

but who cares?

it doesn't matter how long its been.

and yea,finally im get used to this new life...

different classmate, tho jus slightly different =p

difficulty in academic, i'm really hate PO!

a lot of assignments are waiting me...

gosh...i need a breath

quite long didnt go back to JB

i miss the place i grew up

and of course i miss dadi,mami,lil sis & rico...

bout him,not really,he let us down.

and my dear frens there,

i'll be back soon,

don't miss me too much!

hahahhahahhaa

and pls,dont ask bout club,

i'm sick of it =)

and...

someone asked,

' y did u seldom post ur photo up to ur blog?'

.......i speechless.........

lol

here my answer,

im too shy to post up my ugly photos la!

De Darn

2009-06-07T12:44:00.000-07:00

shit

went to cut my hair today

its been 1 year i want to leave it long

and

i failed again

damn it

i should be insist it

girlz, rmb

u shouldnt cut ur long nice hair

once u cut it

hard to get ur nice long hair back

cuz when u hv middle length

it will be hard to maintain and out of shape

this will make u go to saloon

and the hair stylist will told u this not nice and bla bla bla

then the conclusion is ---- cut a bit

a bit means 2/3 inch

good then.

u hair become short again

im the example!!

damn

how long will i hv my long hair back?

Destiny is Ridiculous

2009-06-06T02:34:00.000-07:00

Once,
i live like a princess in the past
*just a describtion but not really a princess
nothing to worry
nothing to scare
eventhough faces some friendship problems
but everything still goes very well
life seems wonderful.

Since when,
everything ruined?
life become so miserable?
everything needs to think carefully before i take action
gotta worry bout lot of things
every part of my life fall into pieces
not wonderful anymore
i forced to do lots of things that i don't like
i forced to say bye-bye to lots of thing i love the most
is this the so-called destiny?
if it is, i hate to believe in destiny,
its just fooling people around
can i go back to the past?can i?
can anyone just tell me yes?

i wish to everything stay the same likes 3 years ago

why he still not realize his mistake yet?

what he did is nothing different with killing us with a knife,

a sharp knife.

he is stabbing our heart with the smile on his face.

he made my life sucks

he made everyone of us in miserable state

can anyone tell me,

why he not feeling guilty at all?

i did try to face the reality
but its hard
really hard to solve those unsolvable problem
i gave up on lots of things
i thought the tough moment will end soon
but no...
i'm naive
nothing goes smoothly,don't since when.
how long will it pass?
i couldn't take it anymore
if not becuz of him
i think i wont hold for so long
if not him,
i think i can't survived
i think i won't realized sometimes..
life still wonderful although its juz a tiny bit.

Nostalgia

2009-06-05T21:47:00.000-07:00

shopping day on yesterday

yea, its tired but happy

from 1.30 till 9.00

non-stop walking at those shops

foots tired

eyes oso tired

yet

im still happy with it

having lunch+dinner at TGIF

let's pic describe how delicious it is instead of words XD

and my darlin was havin a jack daniel's meal and he don't like it

we ate more than this
and bought lots of stuffs after that

('',)

**************************************************************************

it's already start college for one week, and i still can't get used to it. Miss ex-classmates loads.

Apple can keep doctor away?

2009-06-03T07:48:00.000-07:00

sore throat + cough
really not feeling well this few days
pain till dont feel like say anything
and no appetite at all
=(

dont want to get sick!

Wadda hell is he thinking?

2009-05-29T22:20:00.000-07:00

never ever expect this kind of thing will happen to me

he used to be a good boy to all of us
i cant imagine he will do this kind of thing
this break our hearts
especially the father n the mother's heart
nobody understand what is he thinking
does gf important than family?
does money important than anyone of us?
i dont think so
he shouldn't do this kind of thing to us
becuz of him
all of us suffer
becuz of his stupid thought
all of us have to go through some toughness
and becuz of my lil childish bro
half of my salary gone
everyone of us have to suffer
but he is happy
perhaps
becuz he is rich now
he can spend it happily with his beloved one
maybe
we r not the one he loves anymore
maybe
this family doesnt make him feel happy
maybe
things going to be worst

Outta from Hell

2009-05-25T22:50:00.000-07:00

eventually left 4 working days
no need to see those stupid dark face anymore
no need to see unfriendly face anymore
and no need to see those trouble maker
peace back to my life soon =)

Irritated+frustrated

2009-05-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

start working at S.P
a terrible experiance

there is an angency call me up and asked me go for an interview at klcc on last mon
and i went for interview on tues
wed rest at home
then thurs start working

its really blur when first get to the place which i work
everyone there seems like very busy
nobody cares bout me,the new stuff
a lady there just gimme a short briefing
then ask me to promote that complicated thing to customers
god how im gonna to explain all these
when those prospects asked me some question
im stunded
darn i dont know how to answer

well, no one will care bout it
i dint get the uniform which they supposed to give me on the very first of my working days
so i just wear my own clothes which different with the stuffs there
this make me dont look like mxxxx centre's stuff oso
alrite, i oso dont care bout it since the boss dont care oso

until the soft opening happened ytd
the big big boss of my boss was there
oni the balia one start to point everyone's mistake
for sure
i kena lah
no uniform mah
but i asked uniform from them since the first day
dont care
i take leave ytd
no eyes to see the balia one

the reality world
no big boss there,nth happen
big boss there,everyone oso kena

and one thing
when the boss say anything to u,
dont answer anything
although u told him/her the reason
he/she will say,'no no no...u shouldnt take this as an excuse...bla bla bla...'
however, is he/she make the incident happen

never mind
im patient
im edi met many funny and ridiculous ppl recently
and im just take them as a joke
its ok for me to meet some other weirdo
this may make me learn a lot
at least i learn how to deal with different kind of ppl

the balia one
i will tahan u like wat others did in the centre
one day u will realise u re wrong =)

tig TAG tog

2009-05-02T00:04:00.000-07:00

Ytd chat with MR JJ oni rmb i've been tag by him a month ago.hmm.so.here's the tag.

JJ, late is better than don't have.hahax.

游戲規則:被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題，再加上一個新的，傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人，到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真)，並且所有願望都會實現。

01.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?

y not!

02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼？

care, friendship

03.最近最鬱悶的事？

生活太無聊 >,<

04.最受不了自已哪個缺點？

有話直說，還蠻容易得罪人的。

05.遇到喜歡的人，你是勇敢表白還是默默關注？

看情況吧。沒有表白的經驗也 XD

06.說出點你名的人的3個優點

他，靜靜的，乖乖的。不是很說得出。

07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼？

最近看中了一個Gucci！

08.你的夢想是什麼？

旅行家！環游世界。。

09.喜欢现在的生活吗？

還ok啦。

10.如果要被關起來十五年，除了離開之外什麼都能做的話，要做什麼(複選，生涯規劃亦可)?

要自殺，或者會瘋掉吧！

11.什么人是你最欣賞的？

哲學家，因為人家聽不懂的，他大概都會聽得懂。

12.這輩子做過最瘋狂的事情是什麼？還想從事的瘋狂行為是什麼？

小時候脫過人家的褲子吧，是蠻不好的惡作劇。

13.十年之後，你想過什麼樣的生活？你打算如何實現呢？

還沒想好。

14.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎？如果有，為的是什麼？

有，覺得壓力很大。

15.如果中樂透三億會怎麼辦？

實現夢想啊。

16.喜欢听什么音乐？

輕搖滾樂。

17.年終要領多少才算OK？

不曉得，還沒工作。

18.明天中午吃什麼

有什么就吃什么。

19.一個月多少錢才算OK?

7、8000 吧！

20.最想到哪里举行婚礼？

爺爺的故鄉，Barcelona.

21.雖然很八股題了，但還是想問一下，愛人好還是被愛好？

當然是被愛！

22.有什麼不可告人的怪癖？

潔癖吧。

23.最希望自己具備哪一種超能力？

能變隱形人！

八个幸运儿：能不能不tag人？

Freak

2009-05-01T01:45:00.000-07:00

back to kl last nite
its take 6 hours to reach kl
omfg
my butt was numb
and im freeze

always had some weird feeling when i left them
sad?happy?
dont know
no words to describe

they're freak
control freak
they love to control us
and
they're stubborn
super degil
once they think that u're wrong
no matter how right u are
u're still wrong
so hard to communicate with them
too hard to discuss thing with them
cuz this lead to a fight
so
i rather dont talk,dont speak
cuz they will never get wat i mean
no matter wat i've said.
silence,
became my weapon

but still
i love them
very much
and
they're my precious one.

There is still a Torn

2009-04-29T03:00:00.000-07:00

will go back to KL tmr.
dun wanna be a pig at home anymore.
plan to work.
earn $$.
can meet someone too.
.
.
.
i had made my decision.
i choose not to stay.
but i scare.
scare my decision is wrong.
getting older n much more thing to worry about.
.
.
.
a bad dream last night.
can it consider as nightmare?
dont know.
its a scar in my heart.
until now.
i still cant forget it.
although everything has change now.
but.
there is still a scar.
it will pain sometimes.
hope it wont happen in one day.
i need some promise from someone.
tho i know its impossible that the someone will say something to me.
but i still hope to hear it.
no matter its a lie or wat.
at least this make me feel secure.
im quite tired n disappointed.
being a human.
its really so tired.
if i can choose.
i rather become a pet.
at least less thing to worry about.
at least wont meet the situation like wat im facing now.
at least not so complicated in the animal's world.
i just want my life become more simple.

2009-04-25T23:19:00.000-07:00

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;

If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;

If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;

If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;

If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;

If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;

If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;

If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. (Bullshit)

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;

If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!

If the guys see this, they will say this is NOT TRUE,

but for me, this is truth.

I Spit on Your Grave

2009-04-24T21:17:00.000-07:00

a very old movie (1978)
knew this movie from a magazine

its a violence + revenge movie

Magazine writer Jennifer Hills is writing her first novel, and decides to spend the summer in a cottage on a lake in the countryside, where she can write it undisturbed. One day, while Jennifer is relaxing in her canoe, 3 man capture her and brutally sodomize and rape her repeatedly. After she crawls back to her house they attack her again. She goes to church and asks for forgiveness, and then begins carrying out a plan to revenge. Then she killed the men who raped her.

hmm,wat a boring movie
is like watching a porn movie
geesh

waiting for call late last nite
in the end, there is no any from xx
this happen like wat i expected
how come there is still some disappointment

不習慣。不喜歡

2009-04-24T03:07:00.000-07:00

天氣，還是一樣熱。
我，還沒習慣這個新地方。

plan to slp till afternoon only wake up
but the 'hotness' wake me up
whats wrong with da weather
i think its sick edi
it needs a doctor
so do i
i will burn soon
@@

really got nth to do here
my duty is to be a pig
my responsibility is slp, eat, slp, eat and slp and eat
tak boleh tahan lagi
oni 2 days didnt go out
but is like 2 years stay at home without step out from this hse
hope time can pass faster
amen

maybe
too bored + too hot = (frustrated + hot tempered)
no mood in da whole day
just feel so angry
angry him
angry that dodo
he is really XXXXXXX
dont want him anymore
blerk

piano.
i miss it.
darn.
i miss him.

Imsomnia.

2009-04-23T03:42:00.000-07:00

nth to do in da whole day
bored
weather is really....nth can describe but HOT
yea..freaking hot
darn, im sweating altho im sit under the fan

A new environment here.
really cant get used to it.
cant sleep well last nite.
i thought its already around 7am but actually i woke up at 2am last nite.
and cant fall asleep again.
hope this wont happen again,
i dont want to count the biri-biri b4 i slp...

Back to town

2009-04-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

after few hours trip,
finally i reach here.
dont know y everytime come back here i got some different feels each time.
Jb really change alot in this 2 years.
same to my home.
last month, my family has move to another house.
so, its my first time back to this hse...
felt quite weird.
cant really get use to it.
cant even remember the way back to this news hse,
so i think i wont go out all this while.
=(

waiting for someone call now =*)

Camwhoring @ Jogoya

2009-04-18T05:18:00.000-07:00

*so in love with the dessert there

Memorable Night =)

2009-04-16T21:24:00.000-07:00

Having a farewell at JOGOYA last nite.
i think its also the first dinner after group 1 n group 2 combine tgt.
29 of us, just left Cyrus cannot join us...
full of cuisine, full of joy...
camwhoring all the nite..teehee..
wanna say...
thanks to zi jian,he fetch me there & organize this rockx nite!
thanks to chie yong,he busy to take our photos!
thanks to Hon Meng,he sang & play guitar for us!
thanks to Kevince,he get me a white wine!
thanks to YinYing&Beeyean,they accompany me whole nite so i wont get lost!(i dont hv any sense of direction)
thanks to Ah Dai,he open the coconut drinks for us!
thanks to all of them, they make me happy all the nite!
A very Thank You to dearest classmate,
U all Rockx!!!!
but we gotta leave each other soon...
some of them stay at tarc,
some go for MMU,
some APIIT,
but no matter wer they go,
hope our frenship will last 4eva..
All the best to everyone in DEM3 in da future alrite!

p.s. JOGOYA nite's photo will be upload later.
p.p.s Guys & Girls, send me the photos as soon as possible k =)

tmr having the last test in diploma.
wish me luck to get an 'A' =D

and one thing...

2009-04-15T00:27:00.000-07:00

thx shirlaine, u remind me of one thing in ur comment n ur blog,
im appreciate her to be our pm,
but i more appreciate her classmate's help.
he help her to done her job.
she know who is he.
and most of her classmate knew bout it too.
not only me feel that she is irresposible.

if u think all this will happen becuz of me,
then u r really wrong,
i couldnt ctrl wat ppl do,
now not im the oni one who dont wan to pay,
not im the one complaint bout her,
u can ask her to ask who in her class dont satisfy bout all this too.

and do u think i can let 29 ppl listen me and do like wat i said?
if she is really do a good job,
even i go n tell the whole world bout this or simply spread rumors,
no one wil bother me ok?
they have brain, they have eyes,
they are 20 or 20+ years old,
they can think,
they can analyze,
they will know wat i said is real o not,
i dont hv any power to control them at all.
somemore, this is the truth,
most ppl in the course know bout this,
not oni my class,
not only her class,
even some of group 1 student agree this too.

thx to define me as bitch or biatch,
this let me know something clearly.

Pls dont Argue cuz of Stupid thing...

2009-04-14T23:13:00.001-07:00

Hey guys, pls dont argue in my blog lah...
i wrote this not to let u all argue one k...
let me state my point of view clearly...

First, maybe u r close to pink, but can u dont listen to one side word? maybe u should look at both side. Not only her is ur ex-coursemate. We r too. like wat u said, we are edi 20++, dont be so childish, look at the both side. listen to both side reason. only judge who was rite n who was wrong okie? Why dont we suddenly not willing to pay this lil amount? there must hv the reason, cuz we r paying every sem printing fees since year 1 like everyone did. Okie. If u r still in our course, u will notice there is some difference compare with year one. i admit that she did her job quite well in year 1. But do u still here in year 2? i dont think so. do u know she seldom come to lecture? do u know who is helping her to distribute all e notes? Kah Wah in Group 2. And do u know every first week of the new sem she is seldom come to lecture? Do u know when lecturer find her, she is always not there? Do u know the same lecture note she can print out a 2 different version with the same content jus different layout? Do u know some same content n same layout notes she can print out twice? And do u kknow that she can gav the supplier her student id and then supplier jus go in to CEL to print out the notes? Do u know sometimes we actually finish the chapter and we need a continue chapter to use in lecture but she is dont even know which chapter we had learnt and what notes we actually need now? Guys, do u rmb it? Is she done her job well? Becuz she is my fren too. i treat her as my frens and she is one of my bf gang. i used to hang out with them last time. i didnt said anything oso.

But since last sem when she said she owing supplier money and this sem oso owing supplier money and want to collect money from us again, i felt something wrong. and this suspicious thing not i realize it at the first place. is her own classmate state it out, only i realize. Is her own classmate do u know? But who is the classmates of her, im not convenient to mention her, i dont want to break their friendship. And for last sem when she collect money from us, donno is PM or treasurer said this is the last time to collect from us. dont u think this is a promise. for that time, aredi have lot of ppl dun willing to pay. but since they said is the last time collect money. So we're like forget it. we paid. But since she know she is still need us to pay in this sem, y should they said that. Becuz last sem money is use to settle nov debt. since she knew that dec still has another invoice, why should they said so?

And for the account thingy, we really cant understand about the account. its really quite thick. no lies. And ytd is our presentation. do u think when u having a presentation, u wont be nervous? Do u think when we having a presentation, we no need to hv some preparation before we go in front n talk? During this time, who will hv the patient to listen n check for the account? maybe u can, but we cant, really. we will get nervous b4 we present. we need to hav some preparation b4 we present. And when my fren dont want to look at those thick account, i took the account n try to look at it. i tried. u can ask PM n treasurer, i took it, n read it. but, i jus cant understand bout it.

And i had mention bout we had compared our fees with our junior. i really cnt think a reason y our supplier is actually same with them and yet we need to paid so much. We having the same subjects with them. Somemore the PM for junior has commission for around 700+ from a long sem. Can anyone answer me this?

And for our main reason we dont paid. have to say the same thing again. we need a good reason for y they use the money which they collected to paid those debt, and then they just stop collecting the money from those haven paid after they settle the debt? can anyone give me a reason? i had ask them bout it, y dont u all stop distribute the notes to those haven paid, u all sure hv a name list which had record who paid who din paid from every class rep, but i rmb they dont hv the list. And they said if they stop distribute notes to those didn't paid money one, they seems like very kesian when they dont hv the notes in lecture. They are kesian-ing those ppl who dont want to pay money. So how bout us? Do we deserve to pay for them? Our money is from parents and some need to work to earn money for some sch fees. Since we r in tarc, affordable n quality college. from this, u may know that we r not that rich compare to other college ppl. We dont deserve to paid extra money u know? maybe u dont think that there is some prob to pay for others, but we did. this is hardly seems fair. And they said they also pay the money. their money oso cover to those never paid. im speechless. they dont get it. Maybe they rich enuff to paid those fees. but we r not.

okay, for now, this sem, she said everyone paid for last sem printing fees, but what i know is there is someone in her class haven paid the fees for last sem. her classmate. same, i cant mention the name. i dun wan get her/him in trouble, they're frens. I asked that person, and that person admit that he/she still not yet paid it and she said he/she edi paid. is that person admit to me one. this wont be wrong. from this, she is too blur to handle money prob.

if i really need to type all out, it will be a long long long story. for me, i will pay to her, but i jus feel that they really need to apologize. And i know many of those who had paid is forced to be paid. this is wat her classmate told me. its true. they also told me a lot of thing. i know who they are, n i rmb what they had told me bout all this. they also not willing to pay but they are in the same class. i think she also should explain something to them maybe. i dont know. this is jus wat i think. Forced to be paid, its not good at all, at least explain to them, perhaps.

Maybe both side oso wrong. but i think those who jus listen to one side, for those who dont know everything clearly and then juz gv some rude comments, i appreciate urs opinion, but its time to learn, learn to see things clearly, and put urself in other ppl shoes.

A joke today...

2009-04-14T00:05:00.000-07:00

For the printing fees,
my class still not everyone willing to pay it,include myself.

in the morning class,
they came in my class to collect it.
8 ppl paid it,
but there is another 22 ppl don't wan to pay.

reasons is:
1. they r too lcly.Come in my class still wan to say those lc thing. Come on, we having a presentation today, can u all dun come in n interrupt us?
2. we don't want unfair thing happen. last week treasurer n pm admit they use our money to cover those who didn't paid in the past. WTH. this will happen is becuz they didn't collect money from each of us in the beginning of semester. they wait others withdraw or change course or repeat or watever only they start to collect the money. when we ask them bout this, they said,'so wat, all of us oso paid wat.'...okie...is this a good reason? nope...i don't think all this will happen is becuz of us. they just don't want to admit they're not efficient, they didn't done their job and they are irresponsible. Hey, y don't the pm and treasurer apologize? Maybe we will pay cuz they're pitiful lah...can't get the money...so pm need to pay the amount which owing supplier with her printing commission...
3. our printing fees is so so so expensive compare to others. First, we compare our printin fees with other courses. Other course ppl paid RM60-RM80 altogether since first sem till now. they said dont wan to compare with other course becuz we having different subjects. ok, so we compare with DEM year 1 la. Our junior oni pay 30/15 on first sem, 15 for second sem and 5 for third sem. how bout ours? we paid 50 for first sem, 30 for second sem, 15 for 3rd sem. A huge difference!somemore the pm of DEM1 has 15% commission, but they pay less than us. Same subject leh!
4. They threaten us! They said they will take action for those who dun wan to paid. They find Ms.Connie and bla bla bla to take action against us. lolx. So wat? do we scare? i don't think so. We have the reason!and even our programme supervisor oso dont support them. Program Supervisor said the account is in a mess. if want her to pay, she oso not willing to pay it.

What i know is those who edi paid said:' they r forced to pay!' and some of them feel like refund, but this is jus impossible lah...So poor thing la them...PM..Say sorry to us lah...then maybe u can get all the money loh...

Work makes me so damn tired

2009-04-13T00:22:00.000-07:00

working at pc fair on last fri, sat and sun.
its really tired to work there.
have to stand there since 11am to 9pm
oh gosh, kesian my leg especially my foot.
quite admire those who can wear high hill everyday.
hehe.
but i can learn many things from there.
cuz need to deal with many kind of customer.
there are really many kind of ppl in the world.

i like these customers:

got one japanese uncle & auntie is very very nice. They listen to my explanation for the product carefully. wont ask those ridiculous thing. even if they return that product to me at sunday,but they still say sorry to me.hmm,maybe I am the one supposed to say sorry huh.
those who wont ask many thing if they don't want to buy.There is many ppl dun feel like buying but keep ask a lot of thing, then in the end they said, 'ohh....i see...okie...im jus asking...i will walk around...', pls lah, dont want to buy then dont ask so much lah...waste ppl time n saliva oni...
i like those customer who will buy that product from me without bargaining. of course, who oso like. lolx. but seldom have customer wont bargain lah especially in a fair like this. got one uncle, interest in gps. First, his son said that model is aredi outdated. okie... but after my colleague explain n explain, he feel like buying, then becuz he need to pay another 2% for credit card charge. he start to hesitate. then he start bargaining. ok, the price drop abit. but he still not satisfy, he want a lower price. wth. then boss decide not to sell to him. wahahaha. So, he walked away. When we start to simpan barang, wan close that time, he came back. And at last he bought it WITH CREDIT CARD. =.= his name on credit card is DATO' XXXXXX. see!!! he is a rich man!!!!! but, he is stingy. haiz.....
those will give some response although he/she dont wan to come futher to listen to my explaination to the products. Not like some react lan lan c c.

really too many kind of ppl lah.

now oni know that,its really hard to earn money.

And becuz of this, i dont hv time to study for ITAM test today. Luckily i pass, thx to Michelle n Agnes, i pass it! Thx for this 2 pretty girl. i got 15/20. =p

The Emo One, pls get out of my way! PLS!

2009-04-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

i jus dont like those too emo person.

those will emo for no reason.

angry for no reason.

if u got anything,

can u jus say it out?

do u noe ur dark face will spoiled ppl mood.

oh no.

not my mood.

i dont care this much.

but u can jus put on ur dark face,

n leave far far away from me,

becuz ur face make me puke.

Happy Birthday to ZiJian =)

2009-04-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

Celeb Zi Jian's birthday at GreenBox.

now only realize that Mr. Rooney sings better than our class singer.

wahaha.

don't be too sad lah our dear singer.

dun cry in the toilet. =p

你是最好的，你知道吗？

wuahahahahhahahha....

别让后悔变沉了一种折磨

2009-04-04T12:16:00.000-07:00

和一位朋友聊完了之后

觉得两个人的世界

真的有些矛盾

为什么人与人之间会产生某些化学作用

是爱情吗

那为什么有一天他们会分开

是厌了吗

试过了的人

应该也不会知道吧

想对那个朋友说的是：

既然已经分开了

就别太执着着过去吧

不要让过去牵绊着你的为来

我想那些回忆

不管好或不好的

就学着放手吧

有个文章是这样说的：

“給了自己太多的假設性問題

是真心的嗎? 我配的上嗎? 會有結果嗎?

總是給了雙方太多的矛盾和不確定

我們讓愛變的很茫然

太多的猶豫不決

讓自己放了又收收了又放

或許未來很遙遠

這些期待與夢想你未必看的見

但它至少是個"可行性"的未來　

過去是一種回憶

你抹不掉也忘不了記憶

未來是個未知數

有太多無法預期的變數

如果過去的你過不去

未來的卻又是遙不可及

你要不要先試著把這兩個煩人的東西暫且推開

別去想別去問別再庸人自擾別讓自己愛的那麼矛盾

要就勇敢的前進

不要就馬上放開

站在原地的左右徘徊是最折磨的

現在正在進行的才是最值得我們用心去把握住的吧

時間是最好的解藥”　　

我想

这篇文章的作者

已经给了你最好的解答了吧

I Need Somethin To Make Me Feel Better!

2009-04-03T10:42:00.000-07:00

Life = Bored

hell ya.

Everyday just do the same thing repeatedly.

wake up > makan > school > makan > do something bored > sleep > wake up again again and again.

meaningless

Can i have something new in my life?

I just felt kinda bored.

What can make me feel better?

Money, perhaps.

i can go everywhere with this lil but powerful thing!

i can spend whenever i like when i got nothing to do!

i can have whatever i want to have!

i can bring something new & fun to my bored life now!

However,

not yet graduate means need to take $$ from parents,

need to take $$ from ibupapa means i gotta listen some history like, 'last time we dun even hv this kind of good life like u...bla bla bla...',

when this kind of history lecture happen again means i gotta runaway,

i runaway means i wont have any money from them.

conclusion : no job = no money

*sigh

I need some changes in my life.

desperately.

Another boring day.

2009-04-02T23:12:00.000-07:00

2 more weeks then i will be graduated from diploma at tarc.

time pass so fast.

it's already 2 years i've been stay at kl.

now its time to think shall i stay at tarc for advanced diploma or switching to other college.

TARC advance diploma,

is this cert useful?

many of them say no.

i dun feel like stay at this coll cuz if i fail 2 times in the next 2 years,

i cant go uk for my degree anymore.

and it needs around RM35000+ to go uk.*=.=

Sch estimate it is only RM30000+,

but someone came back from there last years said those fees is underestimate.

wadahell!

Y this coll oways did such thing to make students stay.

愚人节的第二天

2009-04-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

just only realize that ytd is April Fool =.=
maybe no one fool me so i dun even rmb it.
ytd no class n i stay at home whole day.
all heng dai ji mui in college dun hv chance to fool me =p

but there is a case.
on 1st Apr, Miss Soh call me and ask for WPD assignment.
She want me collect at least 3 of those assignment.
Omg. this is last year's assignment, who will keep it.
Is she serious bout this?
I have no idea,
Cause she had no reply when i told her i cant help her to get those assignment.
So dunno its for real or wat.

Many things to decide lately...
better to stay for advance dip or change to other college?
Should i go p. langkawi?

烦

p.s : 朋友，两年很快过的，加油，我相信你一定做得到 =）希望你离幸福越来越近！

dear.i wan to go out.

罪过罪过。。

2009-03-30T01:37:00.000-07:00

Skip the lecture today for second time.

Last monday absent,

this week oso ponteng.

haiz...

i juz cant wake up

need to pay printing fees again.
shit.
and i got to collect from my classmate.
shit shit.
prepare to let ppl scold meh.
shit shit shit.

but i really have a lot of questions for those fees.
on last sem,
they said they owe the supplier for 1000++
so they collect Rm15 from everyone from us.
87 ppl x RM15 = RM1307
okie...
i tot these money can clear last sem's credit.
and today they make an announcement again,
now have to collect another RM20 from everyone of us.
and the same thing,
they said now they're owing printing supplier for 1000++
wat the hell?
last sem owe 1000++ and they collected 1000++ from us edi.
this sem still owe 1000++ ??
is the mathematic problem or brain spoiled or ???
jus cant understand.
now, 87 ppl x Rm 20 = Rm 1740.
can earn much money rite.hell ya
next time graduate i better be a printing supplier than a marketer.

Can I Don't Do So?

2009-03-28T22:37:00.000-07:00

导演: Mr. W.Khong
Actors/Actress: Me, him, w.khong's frens.

The story goes like this:

A guy who found out that he has cancer(first stage). So he is very sad. He don't want to let his gf know he is very sick. He want to break with her just dont want to let her down. So, he ask a girl to pretend his gf to make her let go this relationship.............................(something like that)

Something fun while video-ing:

#he need to vomit blood. haha.vomit for many times.
#he has cancer in the story, but he doesn't look like he has it.
#the blood is redish pink.because they use Miranda.
#we need to act pak toh at a park while it is going to rain. no feel at all somemore who will pak toh in a park nowadays. haha
#he need to be dead in the story. lolx. Director havent decide how shall he die. lolx. (touch wood)
#i have a chance to slap him. but in the end, i didn't slap. regret.
#etc.

Before recording.this is wat we did:

XD haha.

*****************************************************************************************

Last nite not much ppl off their lights actually.haiz.
after yc session, cm&darren&cl&him&me went to kepong to find island red cafe. Its so hard for us to find that cafe. And when we almost reach there, we miss a junction. so end up need to find a way to u-turn. however, the highway dont hv any junction to let ppl return. So we back to M.Valley and then go again. hahahhahaha. We use around 1&1/2 hrs to reach Kepong from OUG.We had our supper there too.

Lastly,they went to Chowkit n KL to see something. wahahhahaha =D

Fight global warming

2009-03-27T03:23:00.000-07:00

Turn off ur lights for 1 hour.

8.30 pm

Saturday

28th Marth 2009

In love with Diana

2009-03-24T20:22:00.000-07:00

That day saw Diana at M.Valley when shopping with him.

She is really so cute man!!!

makes me feel like own this lil thing.

haha.
who is Diana?

Yes, right,she is Diana + Mr. Pink.

this is the cute thing that i have seen recently.

She is a lomo cam.

But she is a valentine's day special edition.

I don't think its still available now.

Another coolest lomo cam is this:

Diana + Glow

Although it looks quite normal,

but it will glow in the dark!!

And it can have a light painting effect in the photo.

isn't it cool?

will

own

this

one

day

Tough like Hell...

2009-03-23T02:26:00.000-07:00

still facing TI assignment now, its really so so hard to complete this assignment. giiish

I hate u, TI!

What a funny question, India's social hierarchy, so hard to find any info related to this topic, especially all this need to be Malay words. fuck. Somemore the lecturer said, 'its really hard to find anything from web, you need to write by ur own.' wat the hell is this? write by my own? how i know bout india social hierarchy? I just know it has golongan atas n bawahan. So wat to write bout this 2 layer? !#%^%$

Really cant understand why should us study this subject. Is history really important? i don't think so. wat had past, jus let it past okay. Why shall we study bout these boring thing.
Watever, jus let me finish this assignment asap, becuz i just cant take it anymore, i face this assignment for one week plus, but still cant finish it.

TI assignment is killing me!

2009-03-21T12:30:00.000-07:00

miss my little baby Rico so badly...It always make me smile whenever i'm moody.

But it isn't here with me =(

Hmmm...luckily i have someone here to make me happy and treat me good :-)

yes, he did make me happy all the time.

Do TI assignment for few days, but still can't finish it. I'm doing the question about tamadun india. Its really damn hard to find any information in bahasa malaysia T.T i have been sitting there to find info from web. But really not much thing i got from the web. Wonder how to finish this assignment. Damn it!!! God, pls let me finish this assignment as soon as possible okay?! Its makes me feel sick. Starring at the monitor for few hours not only make me headache, this cause my backbone so pain!

the Ant!!! pls leave me alone. Its really many ants around me now and i don't know why. Ants really so irritating especially when these black ants are not vegetarian. They bite people. So itch and pain after they bite me.
Anti-Ants now!!!

i'm the Alien in 5Y... XD

2009-03-20T10:24:00.000-07:00

Although i have to face some problems now, but the earth is continue to go round, and the time will never stop for me. So why not let me spend it with full of joy?! =)

I was attended 5Y gathering just now thou im from 5Sc2. Sounds weird right? It's his gathering with his high sch classmate and i hv been invited too. We having a steamboat at Tasty Pot which located at Sunway. Heard his friend said the soya bean soup steamboat is quite famous and delicious. Soya Bean Soup, hard to imagine how tasty it is when soya bean mix with those steamboat thingy. But i try it just now. The taste is ok only, not very tasty oso. Its really very full after ate all this thing. After that we headed to the Island to yc while all guys go cc.

Have fun with them =)
And luckily his classmates are friendly.

Lastly, hope they doing fine at 300km apart from me.

就像落难的公主

2009-03-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

nothing is perfect and nothing is last long..
这句话，
我现在终于明白了。

人家都说，
没有事是完美的，
得到一些或拥有一些美好的东西，
同样的也会失去一些东西。
这句话是对的吧。

现在的我，
大概再也不能像以前一样了。
我得到了一很多，
可是也失去了很多。
曾经，
我以为自己是最幸福的人，
拥有的比别人多，比一些人好，
现在才发现原来人生中，
不是什么都那么顺利。
幸福，不是那么的理所当然。
现在出了些小状况，
我慌了，
不知道该怎么去面对。
原来在温室里长大的，
是那么的脆弱，
被保护的太好，
遇到了些事，
是那么的守足无措。
如果可以选择，
我宁愿以前不要被保护的太好，
至少现在我懂得该怎么面对这一切吧。

希望这一切很快就过去，
虽然我离你们大约300公里，
可是，
只要你们过的好，
我就满足了。

我会很努力去适应和面对，
虽然这一切来得很突然了，
但我相信所有的事总会过去的。
等带着雨过天晴出现彩虹的一天。
我会撑到这一天的 =）

Good Luck to ME!!

2009-03-18T21:17:00.000-07:00

Later will be a Tamadun Islam test =(
not memorize much but hope that i will pass it..
wish i no need to have a make good test...

加油to everyone in 2dem3...

Sagis vs Cancer

2009-03-16T01:46:00.000-07:00

I'm December baby XD

----------------------DECEMBER BABY -------------------------------

This straight-up means your the most good-looking person possible
better than all of these other months!
well...ahaha...
Loyal and generous.
Patriotic.
not really.....
Competitivein everything.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
yup...
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
this is true!
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
yea...
Easily influenced by kindness.
means soft hearted??
Polite and soft-spoken.
of course~ wahahaha
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
true....
Active mind.
still ok loh....
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
TRUE!!!
Temperamental.
Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Has that someonealways on his/her mind.
Talkative.
=.=
Daydreamer.
=.=
Friendly.
=)
Knows how to make friends.
not really leh....
Abiding.
Able to show character.
One guy/girl kind of person .
Loveable.
lalala~~~
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
loves music

-------------------------------------------------------------------------

And Mr. V is

---------------------------JULY BABY ---------------------------------

Fun to be with.
yup...
Secretive.
wer got?
Difficult to fathom and to Be understood.
exactly!
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
is hard ok?!
Honest.
Concerned about people's Feelings.
yes...
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
super true!!!
Not revengeful.
Forgive but never forgets.
hahahha...i guess so...
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and Loving.
Yea =)
Treats others equally.
Wary and sharp.
Waits for Friends.
wat is this means?
Never looks for friends.
lolx
Not aggressive Unless provoked.
Loves to be loved.
absolutely
Easily hurt But takes long to recover.

------------------------------------------------------------------------

S for Saturday

2009-03-14T03:56:00.000-07:00

went to M.Valley with dear.

supposed to go for Edu Fair but too many ppl there.

so walking around at the fair den meet Joey and ZiJian =)

collect many brochers but guess it is not useful at all.

Somemore got a make-up course intake.swt =.=

After that walk walk here walk walk there.

Don't want simply spent money so end up nth to shop.

But he want to eat sushi.

At last sit at Sushi King for quite long.

The food there is considered quite normal lah.

But i love the inari and fried scallop sushi.

this 2 are yummy!

Dont understand why the staff there do everything in slow motion.

Really vr vr slow.

Service is really sxxx!

(we can know the reasons y this suck in 黄明志's song)

I [hearted] Money !!!!

2009-03-13T02:48:00.000-07:00

omg.
there is too many things i want now!!!~~

no1. a brand new handphone

no2. watches for me n him (i still owe him a valentine's gift)

no3. travel to somewhere (havent decide where to go)

only this 3 can cost me damn lot.
so i super desparate to money ---- a part time job now.
guys,if any nice lobang,
intro to me pls.
hehe.

Happy BirthDay to Evon =)

2009-03-13T00:31:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to Evon!!!
(Evon = Wee's sis)

wish her stay 'her prettyness'
always be so smart n clever
and her business growing bigger n bigger.
Will be having a dinner with his family tonite without him.
hopes everything will be alrite amen

Another boring day of mine.
he is working today.
means i need to be alone.
eat alone.
nap alone.
surf alone.
everythin alone until tonite.
sien.
and he is not bringing the key.
still need to wait for him tonite.
lalalalala~ =.=

讨厌假面人！！

2009-03-10T23:04:00.000-07:00

原来人与人之间的相处，不是那么简单的事。
有些时候，就算有多么的不满意对方，
也不能直接说出来，
只怕以后见了面的尴尬，
或者明知道自己没有恶意，
却怕对方会误会了。
有时候只说出自己的想法，
却没有勇气，
所以只希望对方能自动点，
为别人着想一点，
可是，
他们会吗？
或许他们觉得这样，
根本没有问题，
只是我麻烦了一点。
可能吧。。。
现在的人大概不会再说出自己的心里话了吧。
很可能只带着一层厚厚的假面具，
把自己真正要做的，要说的，
都隐藏了起来。
可是，
我想把一些话对他们说，
不想明明很不爽，
还要带着笑脸装小丑。
但我还要多一点勇气，
要很大的勇气来说，
“我一点都不喜欢你们这样，
拜托，能不能替别人想一想，
不要方便了自己而苦了别人。。。”
真的很想说出口，
可是有多少个人会接受这种话？
我没有恶意，
只是忍得有点久了，
快要受不了了。

luckily i pass...

2009-03-06T20:03:00.000-08:00

jus got my result from the web...
luckily i pass all man...
woohoo...
no nid resit...
yeay~
and he pass all too...
good!!
both of us no need hav any exam in this sem edi XD

later will acc him go n cut his hair.

and he will buy a new handphone today.

so good, i oso hope to change another phone. =(

只会难过一下下

2009-03-04T21:44:00.000-08:00

After wrote the last post,
received a call & a message from 乐小姐，
and feel touch bout it :-)
just want to tell her that...
" i'm alrite okie babe!!!
don't worry bout it,
i will just sad for a moment,
i had learnt to forget bout any unhappy or sad thing in a short time,
becuz i know 没有不快乐，怎么显得快乐的可贵。
so i am VERY FINE now alrite?!"

永远，到底有多远？

2009-03-03T09:41:00.000-08:00

今天又和他起了争执，
原因，真的不晓得，
只是两个人突然的沉默。

当选择了自己回家，
很希望他会留我，
或者陪着我走，
可是却见到他不削的眼神，
心里，有点痛。
回家的路上，
下着大雨，
心里只想着他，
不知道他在干嘛，
不知道他会不会淋雨，
不知道他几点才回到家。。。
感觉有些后悔，
为什么我不留下来，
气自己的矛盾。

今天，
突然有些累了，
突然觉得他不明白我，
而我也不是那么的了解他，
可是对他的感觉却真真切切的在心里，
有很多次都想放下，
可是我舍得吗？
我知道自己放不下。
只想和他一起到永远，
可是，永远有多远？
两个人在一起，
学问真的很大，
我们都足学会了吗？
真的有永远的恋人吗？

tired day

2009-03-02T07:20:00.000-08:00

is the first day in college today, last sem and the last 7 weeks in diploma. The only 2 subjects in this sem were really really sucks. Tamadun Islam & IT, can anyone imagine tat? Mmm, but luckily it is fully coursework =)

Had a handover meeting got MK Society today. It is 3 hrs after my last class. So tiring for me to went back home and then went to sch again. But!!! Luckily my pretty course rep and her bf came n fetch me. Thanks ya XD Went back to college bout 4.30 and the meeting is supposed to start at the time but until 5 only the junior appear! okie.... And the advisor appear around 5.20 very good！！ This isn't the worst thing. Because of some irresponsible ppl, all the commitees who absent today have to attend for another meeting jus because some ppl were not came for the meeting. Pls lah, since u want know u r one of the member, come lah, dont waste ppl time ok?!

Holiday, finished...

2009-02-28T19:28:00.000-08:00

had my holiday at jb my sweet home.(maybe cant consider as a sweet home anymore)
quite boring there.
nth to do and no anywhere to go.
jus can hang out with frens at some 'hotspot' like cs, eden,pelangi & etc.*really bored man.
met my beloved ting le, wena,lynn,monkey,sara & janice.
only monkey change a lot.good good.
and the second week of my holiday,
he came jb. surprise~
want bring him go n play.
and then realize jb really not much place to go.
and realize i really cant recognize the location of some place in jb. @@
so sry my dear.
so, the 2 weeks holiday jus end like this.
nth much to say bout my holiday.
jus bored!
_but still vr happie tat he went there to acc me

我是幸福的 =）

2009-02-15T22:01:00.000-08:00

那一天，情人节，
和他一起庆祝。
在吃晚餐的时候，
看见其他的人嘴角都挂着幸福的微笑，
不知不觉也觉得自己幸福了起来。

或许连我自己也没察觉原来他已经为我做了许多事，
要不是在朋友的提醒下，
可能我还在埋怨着他以前犯的错。

从那时候开始，
和他一起的每一天，
仿佛世界上没有不快乐，
就算有争执，
没过多久就看见雨过天晴的彩虹，
结论上，我是快乐的。

所以，
乐，不要担心，我不想被过去带走我的未来，
我选择遗忘，至少现在的我很快乐，
就当我是胆小鬼，
我不想让旧伤口再次被掀开，
因为我知道我承受不起那种痛。
每天呼吸着和他一样的空气，
早已经习惯他的存在，
要是没了有他的空气，
或许我会窒息吧。

今晚必须离开他，
回到爸爸妈妈那里，
好想他们，
也想我的朋友们。
但是回去了，
心里却会挂着他。
但带着昨晚的回忆回去，
应该足够吧。

情人节快乐。

2009-02-13T20:25:00.000-08:00

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當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了
——仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

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What da F*ck?

2009-02-13T06:47:00.000-08:00

help wee paint their hse which rent to somebody today.
the family which live there is really #@^&*
never met someone like them b4.
only 3 words to describe the feeling when i met 'em today.

I HATE THEM!! (becuz they really make me wan to scold some rude word)

wat i saw when i first reach the hse ----->vr dirty
wat is it on their wall -----> all dust
wat cover on their furniture -----> same. dust.
wat happen to their sofa ------> some pillow which is gray color. (the pillows r not supposed to be gray color and i think the original color is white.)
wat happen to their hse ------> i really dunno becuz i wont live in this type of environment.
and the most important thing, how does the wall looks -----> black cuz of dust again.

So can u imagine how long they never clean the hse?

So, before we paint, we gotta remove all dust and the old paint on the wall.
but!!!!!! the man in the hse said, jus use cloth to clean it is enuf.
wth? the wall is black color, can someone imagine tat??
don't care. i jus scrath those old paint out.
and!!!!! after we make the floor full of the thing scratch from the wall, the woman's face turns to black color *exactly like the wall's color
i guess is bcuz we make her needed to clean the floor later on.
and then after that we start to paint and of course some paint will drop on the floor, this make their whole family's face become dark.
and their youngest child said:' Why don't u all cover everything first b4 paint?'
hello~ do we deserve to do all this? Who want to paint all this? and do we look like worker? they live there for 25 years, and never protect all the assets in the hse. Wat the fu*k?????
and before we live, the man and wee's mom quarrel becuz of the stupid longkang. really f*ck.
the family makes the longkang stuck. So, quarrel bout this and that. suck.
Then we leave.

So, the conclusion is________stupid, damn, and FXXX.

i never see this such family.
and i don't hope to see this kind of ppl in my life time FULL STOP

Yippie day =)

2009-02-10T22:26:00.000-08:00

its really so damn bored until the 'boredness' make me feel so dizzy everyday.
is like im a pig, wake up eat, then doing nth, and then eat, doing nth again, and went to sleep when nth to do again.
i think im worst than a pig.

Asking my boy go for shopping since we are having a bored holidays.
but he is bz. he got work and got lot of things to do. wonder y he is bz and yet im so so free.
so, eventually, ytd oni he can bring me go shop shop. yeay~

I like Bangsar's boutique shop.
its good cuz all selling clothes and accesories.
no nid to keep on walkin like in other shopping center.
but boy boy said he wont bring me there. wth =(
he said is kinda bored. (don't ever told ur girl this kind of things ok)
but ytd he suggest to bring me there! -really a surprise.ppl said when bf suddenly treat gf good, means something is wrong. so, wats wrong?
such a hot day, he really wan acc me to walk up and down at the shop lot? no no...
i don't wan to shop in a sunny day either...
and i dun wan him to be bored too, if so, * he will make some noise *
so i chose MidValley .. really not much place to let me choose.
So walk walk here walk walk there.
i got a MNG wallet and a pair of shoes from him.
den raining heavily.
and im tired. back home of course.
Thx my dear.
I like the wallet much and it is cute =)

still waiting...

2009-02-07T08:34:00.000-08:00

sitting in front of laptop but there is really nth to do, so bored!

have been check out all my mails , facebook , friendster and looking back my previous photo which took with my darling . Hmm , things really change a lot huh , and its been so long i been with him since year 07 till now , is already almost 2 years... although i break with him last time, nov of 07, i broke with my dear jus becuz he teasing me...oh gosh..y did i so such funny thing..lolx.. and after this temporary broke up, sure many bad things happen lah... after tat he said let the past over... and then we back to each other naturally.. hmm, is this call fate? god only knows.

recently took at genting highland on new year nite =)

picture of the past :

jus now chatting with my bestie gf ,lynn thru msn...got lots of her update =) hope she is doing vr well over singapore. Oww, how i miss her now. When next week back to JB, will hang out with her. Waiting the day to come :) and need to go back my high sch, I.J Convent to take my SPM result. graduate from convent for so long but still haven take my cert back, duno will the office throw it or not. worries ('-')

It is already around 1 o clock.. and kv haven back yet, need to wait him and den serve him like a boss... hahax, this is jus wat he wan and normally this doesnt really happen. anyway, i jus waiting him to back.

And his mom said tmr got a dinner, need me n him to go. can i dont go? don't feel like going cuz i think it may be kinda bored there. somemore i will be suffering for some painful in this few days. so, shall i go ? headache headache + stomochache =(

Finally im free from the exam!!!

2009-02-07T03:55:00.000-08:00

yea~~ today finish the exam which make ppl so so so tiring..
back to his home after exam...
i sleep for many hrs...
so long din sleep this tight...
but poor him need to work,
so quite miss my 'superman'...
hope that i can pass all the subjects
尤其是

Ismm
CB and
Msec

becuz next sem no more exam...
so pls pls pls...
im desparate to pass it all!!

He is removing my scar,perhaps..

2009-02-01T00:53:00.000-08:00

spending my chinese new year with family in dad's kampung...
and im still couldn't get used to the life there although im not the first time been there..
on the very first day i reach there, i aredi not feeling well...
and the second day is getting worst oso... haiz... no appetite to eat at all... @@
felt not comfortable at there...all this make me feel so down and somemore quarrel with him...
so fed up tat he dont call me when im there...
quarrel with him whenever he call me...
and i even ask him to remove the thing on the mirror...
i know it is unreasonable...and i dun expect he will do this...
when i reach kl...he fetch me from my parents...
and he bring me go shop shop...cuz i said once i go back,the first thing i wan to do is shopping...
and when i reach his hse...i found that the words are all missing...
he really remove it...
i dunno y will he remove it...
is becuz i dun like tat thing or he dun wan to argue with me becuz of those words...
watever...dont bother to know the real reason...
jus take it as he wants to make me happy so he erase all the words on his mirror from his last relationship...

sad new year ~~

2009-01-21T20:37:00.000-08:00

Well... I has been busy for exam for quite a long time..
its really tiring especially in exam period...
everyday study ,study and still study again.
Its really stress until i don't even on my laptop and i left my lappie in his hse and jus go back gk with only my lecture notes and all the study material...
what a pathetic life T.T
haiz... juz hope that i can pass all this 5 subjects and maintain my cgpa...
Going to be cny soon...
but im not gonna to go back my home sweet home T.T becuz of the stupid exam again...
so wish all my frens have fun in jb ba...
=)

Happy 2009

2008-12-31T03:03:00.000-08:00

time pass so fast and today is the last day of 2008 edi...
haiz...
and gonna to be 20 years old de old woman edi T.T

last week have a boring xmas! celeb with frens and him at Maison but so so so Bored there...really bored...never feel such boring in club b4...maybe is becuz of the music so ****. it is not nice at all and jus make ppl feel irritated and tired. after club de yumcha is better than this a lot a lot... at least i got thing to eat... haha

And tonite will go to melaka with dear and celeb new year with him...hope it will be much more better than the xmas clubbing nite!

bye bye 2008!!

new year wish: i wan grow taller!!! @@

new update from me

2008-12-18T11:57:00.000-08:00

So long dint update my blog!! =.= haiz..too bz to write something here ( but maybe is my 'lazyness' ) Too many assignments in this sem. Many thing to do. But y they can feel so relax with all this. Quite admire them. Its aredi week 11 in this semester, means exam is coming soon, ish,hate it!!!! Will be graduate soon but really dont know wat to do after graduate. I have to choose continue either study or working. But still dont feel like working, working is so so so stress than study rite (cuz many ppl said that). many thing to decide. vex**

Jus rmb one thing. My bday aredi past. i still din receive the present from my dear classmate and best buddies. wer is my Transparent Umbrella with Mickey printed ?????? i will oways rmb this. lolx XD

well...its aredi 4.10am. and i still cant sleep. and tmr is morning class. i think i wont be sleep tonite. @_@ somemore need to back my home at jb tmr right after sch. my dad might not recognize me perhaps. cuz i will turn to panda when i reach jb. hmm. jb my hometown,quite long time i din go back edi. dont like to sit in a bus for so many hrs. can anyone imagine i have to sit in bus for around 4 to 5 hrs alone, nth to do in bus and somemore all strangers beside me? awww...this make me dun like to go back jb... but daddy mummi and my didi meimei, this doesnt mean that i dun miss u all okie... i juz dun like to spend around 10hrs in bus alone. this make me sick of it T.T

And recently i keep playing a on9 game, Ran. not oni me play la, dear play this and all my hsemate play this too. ish, exam coming soon, and i still start to playing this. haiz,hope i dun fail any subject and can ctrl myself not to playing this game during exam period.

For my mr.leong... really dun understand him!!! y i know him for so long but still cant really understand wat he thinking?!.. wat the hell is in his brain and heart?? wish i could have magic to read through wat he thinking.... haiz....

我的生日，别人的受难日？

2008-12-07T19:31:00.000-08:00

06.12.2008
我的生日
和他一起出去庆祝
在s.pyramid..
本来吃饱饱想看看电影，
可是最近真的没什么戏看，真无聊。。
吃的好饱好饱，可是他还是买了12个j.co donut给我，
后来又带我去吃宵夜，
一份很大的三明治，
一个很甜的蛋糕，
再加很甜很甜的饮料。。。
天啊，
这样的吃法，
我会变得和donut一样吧。。。
很开心
也收到很多朋友的greeting...
可是，我在开心的同时，
却是别人在痛苦的时候。。。
过完生日的第二天，
翻开报纸才知道原来ampang发生了土崩，
那些人好可怜，
失去了家人也无家可归，
怎么会这样啊。。。
希望再许个生日愿望，
希望不要再发生这些不好的事了，
只希望世界和平些，
灾难少一些，
每一个人都过得很好。。。

中毒了...

2008-11-19T08:38:00.000-08:00

·大花虫·

听过这个名词吗？这就是他所谓的“常常在花大钱的虫虫”

（其他人大概不会听过吧，因为是他发明的）=__=

他时常都这么说我，可是我也不想的呀！

女生嘛，难免都比男生爱逛街，

会买些漂亮的衣服，饰品，一些小玩意儿等等。

就算不买那些穿在身上的，也会买挂在身边的东西。

就算不挂，都还有那些化妆品，护肤品之类的东西能买，

反正就是要买就对了。

有时买东西真的会上瘾吧，

它就像毒品，

买的时候很有快感，很兴奋，但之后呢？

不管有多穷，都要买，

常常对自己说，买了这次就不买了，不能再乱花了，

但是下次看见喜欢的就会忍不住，

买之前还要对自己说一次“这是最后一次了”

就这样，每一次都有最后一次。

omg,谁能帮我戒毒啊？？

这星期又有prom，

又有借口让自己去‘吸毒’了，

到底什么时候才能成功的‘戒毒’？

@.@

久违的朋友。幸运

2008-11-11T10:23:00.000-08:00

因为太过无聊所以在网上到处看看，

偶然之下进去了一位曾经非常要好的朋友的部落格里逛逛，

看了看她写的东东，突然觉得有些内疚。

我们很久没见了吧，

不是她忙，就是我忙，

就这样，很久没见了，

久得已经数不到了。

我们，是非常要好的朋友，
还记得去年第一次来到这里，
一个人，没有任何朋友的陪伴，
一个人傻傻的去上课，
那种感觉真的很可怕，
几乎每个人都有着朋友的陪伴，
而自己只是静静的坐着。

那一天，我认识了这位朋友，
之后我们都一起上学放学，
她就一直这样的陪着我，
从只有她一个朋友到认识了很多人，
从来都搞不清楚方向的我，
被她教会怎么认得学校的路，
她时常带我到处去逛逛，
最记得的是我常会去她家里，
我们一起煮东西吃，
当然煮的不是我，我只是帮忙而已啦，
一起聊天聊到睡着为止，
就这样想起了一切的一切。

突然好怀念以前的一切，
好想知道她过得好不好，
好想和她说声对不起。
（因为约了那么多次都见不到面）

朋友，想和你说，
不管你在哪里，你都是我最好的朋友，
不管多久不见，我都不会忘记你这个朋友，
希望你能过得很好，
不管有什么事，
要记得还有我。
=）

Laugh la laugh lah, come and laugh me lah!!!! T.T

2008-11-04T01:42:00.000-08:00

haiz...
pity me...
mushroom, hong yee, and etc....
pls go away from me....
not i wan de ok??
haizzzz.....
i know is funny...
u all wan laugh den laugh loh....
so good my dear classmates...
i will control myself not to hear their voice...
no voice,no laugh...
=(

i never ever feel so REGRET before!!!

2008-11-02T06:52:00.000-08:00

jus back to my home sweet home and hanging out with my dear fren...
BUT~~
i cut my hair...
so damn short,i dont like it..really dont like it...
haiz...
i will never have dis short hair again
really feel like crying after cutting the hair...
wish my hair grow faster!!
omg...
i wan my hair back T.T

my sweet sleeping time-GONE

2008-10-30T13:39:00.000-07:00

actually already sleep but gotta wake up to complete the STUPID BARBIE case study...
and then complete it and went to sleep again...
who knows i forced to wake up again to do some changes to that stupid coursework~
y shall college life like this??????
i rmb when i was young,mummy told me tat college life is so easy and fun,dis make me wish 2 finish my sec sch life asap.
who knows this miserable time is so called 'a college easy and fun life'....wth ==
only week 4 den start presenting...
dont even noe wat da hell is going on in the lesson..
who can save us lil pity thing?
haiz~~~

one nite but got 2 big big shock by two MR. Leong!
my dear Mr. Kenny Leong & Mr. Darren Leon...
mr Leong --- pls don't shout ppl and touch ppl from the back in the nite n especially when the light was off okay?!!
mr Leon --- pls dont send that kind of e-mail to me again.i will have heart attack and my heart wil stop ok?!!
thx for u all da coperation...

i wan to sleep~~
but jus can't fall asleep..
god pls forget me for not going to tmr 8a.m tutorial class :(

i feel...blue

2008-10-15T13:28:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel that how nice if lynn or xenna at my side right now
i need them
but im alone here

because of a msg
i think a lot
from the past till now
wat if time can go back??
if i dont choose to come here??
if i listen to them...
maybe i wont in this situation
maybe i will stay the same
maybe i can live better
a lot of maybe...
but things aredi done
there is no way to go back to the past anymore.

i need ur promise
a promise from u may make me feel much more better
really....

anyway
i knew that u care bout me
and i am too.