i feel...blue

suddenly feel that how nice if lynn or xenna at my side right now
i need them
but im alone here

because of a msg
i think a lot
from the past till now
wat if time can go back??
if i dont choose to come here??
if i listen to them...
maybe i wont in this situation
maybe i will stay the same
maybe i can live better
a lot of maybe...
but things aredi done
there is no way to go back to the past anymore.

i need ur promise
a promise from u may make me feel much more better
really....

anyway
i knew that u care bout me
and i am too.