I think i will be CRAZY soon!

PO

yes,PO again.

y this subject bothering me this much?

have been do lot of assignments in the past,

but why i have no idea on this stupid case study?

Am i too stupid?

or she just has the highest expectation from all of us among lecturers?

Shit, too many things to do this week.

ECM tests,

PO case study and presentation

& a lot of homeworks.

damn.this makes me faint.

which im gonna to do first?

hv been asking myself for a few times.

no answer and no clue.

who gonna help me?!!

Darling's birthday coming soon.

another thing to bother.

which present should i buy for him?

how im gonna celebrate it?

Question question and questions...

who can help me to solve these problems?

who can help me to halau the question marks?

im totally hv no idea on all these.

=(

darlin i need ur help.

Give me a break pls.

assignment assignment and assignments...
hmm, wonder how to go through this 2 years
hope i wont jump from from building becuz of stress la

PO
a subject we hate the most
a lecture we had never met before
a class we dont like to attend
an assignment we don't know how to do
a tutor we fear
yes,this is the most difficult thing in this sem
its aredi a difficult sub
but the teacher make us lost all the interest in this sub
she said we go n threaten our ps to fail this sub
lol
nonsense, who want to fail?
i guess nobody wants fail any paper k
waste money & time only
she said we r embarrasing her
maybe this term should use terbalik
haiz, donno how to deal with this nice lecture
i 'LOVE' her so much
i 'LOVE' this subject so so much

wish me luck in tmr presentation
Sable (my group's company)
assasins...mission..guns..
lol...it will be fun in our role play presentation
hope get high marks
=)

Long Deep Breath

dunno its aredi week3 or week4 for college?

i cant really recall it...

but who cares?

it doesn't matter how long its been.

and yea,finally im get used to this new life...

different classmate, tho jus slightly different =p

difficulty in academic, i'm really hate PO!

a lot of assignments are waiting me...

gosh...i need a breath

quite long didnt go back to JB

i miss the place i grew up

and of course i miss dadi,mami,lil sis & rico...

bout him,not really,he let us down.

and my dear frens there,

i'll be back soon,

don't miss me too much!

hahahhahahhaa

and pls,dont ask bout club,

i'm sick of it =)

and...

someone asked,

' y did u seldom post ur photo up to ur blog?'

.......i speechless.........

lol

here my answer,

im too shy to post up my ugly photos la!

De Darn

shit

went to cut my hair today

its been 1 year i want to leave it long

and

i failed again

damn it

i should be insist it

girlz, rmb

u shouldnt cut ur long nice hair

once u cut it

hard to get ur nice long hair back

cuz when u hv middle length

it will be hard to maintain and out of shape

this will make u go to saloon

and the hair stylist will told u this not nice and bla bla bla

then the conclusion is ---- cut a bit

a bit means 2/3 inch

good then.

u hair become short again

im the example!!

damn

how long will i hv my long hair back?

Destiny is Ridiculous

Once,
i live like a princess in the past
*just a describtion but not really a princess
nothing to worry
nothing to scare
eventhough faces some friendship problems
but everything still goes very well
life seems wonderful.

Since when,
everything ruined?
life become so miserable?
everything needs to think carefully before i take action
gotta worry bout lot of things
every part of my life fall into pieces
not wonderful anymore
i forced to do lots of things that i don't like
i forced to say bye-bye to lots of thing i love the most
is this the so-called destiny?
if it is, i hate to believe in destiny,
its just fooling people around
can i go back to the past?can i?
can anyone just tell me yes?

i wish to everything stay the same likes 3 years ago

why he still not realize his mistake yet?

what he did is nothing different with killing us with a knife,

a sharp knife.

he is stabbing our heart with the smile on his face.

he made my life sucks

he made everyone of us in miserable state

can anyone tell me,

why he not feeling guilty at all?

i did try to face the reality
but its hard
really hard to solve those unsolvable problem
i gave up on lots of things
i thought the tough moment will end soon
but no...
i'm naive
nothing goes smoothly,don't since when.
how long will it pass?
i couldn't take it anymore
if not becuz of him
i think i wont hold for so long
if not him,
i think i can't survived
i think i won't realized sometimes..
life still wonderful although its juz a tiny bit.

Nostalgia

shopping day on yesterday

=D

yea, its tired but happy

from 1.30 till 9.00

non-stop walking at those shops

foots tired

eyes oso tired

yet

im still happy with it

=)

having lunch+dinner at TGIF

let's pic describe how delicious it is instead of words XD

and my darlin was havin a jack daniel's meal and he don't like it

we ate more than this
and bought lots of stuffs after that

('',)

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it's already start college for one week, and i still can't get used to it. Miss ex-classmates loads.

Apple can keep doctor away?

sore throat + cough
really not feeling well this few days
pain till dont feel like say anything
and no appetite at all
=(

dont want to get sick!