Wadda hell is he thinking?

never ever expect this kind of thing will happen to me

he used to be a good boy to all of us
i cant imagine he will do this kind of thing
this break our hearts
especially the father n the mother's heart
nobody understand what is he thinking
does gf important than family?
does money important than anyone of us?
i dont think so
he shouldn't do this kind of thing to us
becuz of him
all of us suffer
becuz of his stupid thought
all of us have to go through some toughness
and becuz of my lil childish bro
half of my salary gone
everyone of us have to suffer
but he is happy
perhaps
becuz he is rich now
he can spend it happily with his beloved one
maybe
we r not the one he loves anymore
maybe
this family doesnt make him feel happy
maybe
things going to be worst

Outta from Hell

eventually left 4 working days
no need to see those stupid dark face anymore
no need to see unfriendly face anymore
and no need to see those trouble maker
peace back to my life soon =)

Irritated+frustrated

start working at S.P
a terrible experiance

there is an angency call me up and asked me go for an interview at klcc on last mon
and i went for interview on tues
wed rest at home
then thurs start working

its really blur when first get to the place which i work
everyone there seems like very busy
nobody cares bout me,the new stuff
a lady there just gimme a short briefing
then ask me to promote that complicated thing to customers
god how im gonna to explain all these
when those prospects asked me some question
im stunded
darn i dont know how to answer

well, no one will care bout it
i dint get the uniform which they supposed to give me on the very first of my working days
so i just wear my own clothes which different with the stuffs there
this make me dont look like mxxxx centre's stuff oso
alrite, i oso dont care bout it since the boss dont care oso

until the soft opening happened ytd
the big big boss of my boss was there
oni the balia one start to point everyone's mistake
for sure
i kena lah
no uniform mah
but i asked uniform from them since the first day
dont care
i take leave ytd
no eyes to see the balia one

the reality world
no big boss there,nth happen
big boss there,everyone oso kena

and one thing
when the boss say anything to u,
dont answer anything
although u told him/her the reason
he/she will say,'no no no...u shouldnt take this as an excuse...bla bla bla...'
however, is he/she make the incident happen

never mind
im patient
im edi met many funny and ridiculous ppl recently
and im just take them as a joke
its ok for me to meet some other weirdo
this may make me learn a lot
at least i learn how to deal with different kind of ppl

the balia one
i will tahan u like wat others did in the centre
one day u will realise u re wrong =)

tig TAG tog

Ytd chat with MR JJ oni rmb i've been tag by him a month ago.hmm.so.here's the tag.

JJ, late is better than don't have.hahax.

游戲規則:被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題，再加上一個新的，傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人，到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真)，並且所有願望都會實現。

01.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?

y not!

02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼？

care, friendship

03.最近最鬱悶的事？

生活太無聊 >,<

04.最受不了自已哪個缺點？

有話直說，還蠻容易得罪人的。

05.遇到喜歡的人，你是勇敢表白還是默默關注？

看情況吧。沒有表白的經驗也 XD

06.說出點你名的人的3個優點

他，靜靜的，乖乖的。不是很說得出。

07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼？

最近看中了一個Gucci！

08.你的夢想是什麼？

旅行家！環游世界。。

09.喜欢现在的生活吗？

還ok啦。

10.如果要被關起來十五年，除了離開之外什麼都能做的話，要做什麼(複選，生涯規劃亦可)?

要自殺，或者會瘋掉吧！

11.什么人是你最欣賞的？

哲學家，因為人家聽不懂的，他大概都會聽得懂。

12.這輩子做過最瘋狂的事情是什麼？還想從事的瘋狂行為是什麼？

小時候脫過人家的褲子吧，是蠻不好的惡作劇。

13.十年之後，你想過什麼樣的生活？你打算如何實現呢？

還沒想好。

14.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎？如果有，為的是什麼？

有，覺得壓力很大。

15.如果中樂透三億會怎麼辦？

實現夢想啊。

16.喜欢听什么音乐？

輕搖滾樂。

17.年終要領多少才算OK？

不曉得，還沒工作。

18.明天中午吃什麼

有什么就吃什么。

19.一個月多少錢才算OK?

7、8000 吧！

20.最想到哪里举行婚礼？

爺爺的故鄉，Barcelona.

21.雖然很八股題了，但還是想問一下，愛人好還是被愛好？

當然是被愛！

22.有什麼不可告人的怪癖？

潔癖吧。

23.最希望自己具備哪一種超能力？

能變隱形人！

八个幸运儿：能不能不tag人？

Freak

back to kl last nite
its take 6 hours to reach kl
omfg
my butt was numb
and im freeze

always had some weird feeling when i left them
sad?happy?
dont know
no words to describe

they're freak
control freak
they love to control us
and
they're stubborn
super degil
once they think that u're wrong
no matter how right u are
u're still wrong
so hard to communicate with them
too hard to discuss thing with them
cuz this lead to a fight
so
i rather dont talk,dont speak
cuz they will never get wat i mean
no matter wat i've said.
silence,
became my weapon


but still
i love them
very much
and
they're my precious one.

There is still a Torn

will go back to KL tmr.
dun wanna be a pig at home anymore.
plan to work.
earn $$.
can meet someone too.
.
.
.
i had made my decision.
i choose not to stay.
but i scare.
scare my decision is wrong.
getting older n much more thing to worry about.
.
.
.
a bad dream last night.
can it consider as nightmare?
dont know.
its a scar in my heart.
until now.
i still cant forget it.
although everything has change now.
but.
there is still a scar.
it will pain sometimes.
hope it wont happen in one day.
i need some promise from someone.
tho i know its impossible that the someone will say something to me.
but i still hope to hear it.
no matter its a lie or wat.
at least this make me feel secure.
im quite tired n disappointed.
being a human.
its really so tired.
if i can choose.
i rather become a pet.
at least less thing to worry about.
at least wont meet the situation like wat im facing now.
at least not so complicated in the animal's world.
i just want my life become more simple.

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;

If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;

If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;

If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;

If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;

If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;

If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;

If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. (Bullshit)

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;

If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!

&

If the guys see this, they will say this is NOT TRUE,

but for me, this is truth.

I Spit on Your Grave

a very old movie (1978)
knew this movie from a magazine


its a violence + revenge movie

Magazine writer Jennifer Hills is writing her first novel, and decides to spend the summer in a cottage on a lake in the countryside, where she can write it undisturbed. One day, while Jennifer is relaxing in her canoe, 3 man capture her and brutally sodomize and rape her repeatedly. After she crawls back to her house they attack her again. She goes to church and asks for forgiveness, and then begins carrying out a plan to revenge. Then she killed the men who raped her.

hmm,wat a boring movie
is like watching a porn movie
geesh

waiting for call late last nite
in the end, there is no any from xx
this happen like wat i expected
how come there is still some disappointment

不習慣。不喜歡

天氣，還是一樣熱。
我，還沒習慣這個新地方。

plan to slp till afternoon only wake up
but the 'hotness' wake me up
whats wrong with da weather
i think its sick edi
it needs a doctor
so do i
i will burn soon
@@

really got nth to do here
my duty is to be a pig
my responsibility is slp, eat, slp, eat and slp and eat
tak boleh tahan lagi
oni 2 days didnt go out
but is like 2 years stay at home without step out from this hse
hope time can pass faster
amen

maybe
too bored + too hot = (frustrated + hot tempered)
no mood in da whole day
just feel so angry
angry him
angry that dodo
he is really XXXXXXX
dont want him anymore
blerk


piano.
i miss it.
darn.
i miss him.

Imsomnia.

nth to do in da whole day
bored
weather is really....nth can describe but HOT
yea..freaking hot
darn, im sweating altho im sit under the fan

A new environment here.
really cant get used to it.
cant sleep well last nite.
i thought its already around 7am but actually i woke up at 2am last nite.
and cant fall asleep again.
hope this wont happen again,
i dont want to count the biri-biri b4 i slp...