差到爆的心情

看见了不该看的，发现了不该发现的，

要怎么办？当没看到？当不知道？当自己是傻子？

忍了很久，试了很久，原来，我只在折磨自己。

只能怪自己太傻吧。

生日。快乐

终于过完了那个大恶魔的生日了！

托他的福，这几天我吃超多，不知道又要减多久才行了。>.<

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no mood to update blog recently =(
no reason.just no mood.

给。喜欢发表自己意见的人

喜欢发表意见，应该是好事吧。

可是有些人却爱用自己的意见来中伤或伤害别人。

这些人到底是怎么了？

伤害了别人，真的会开心一点吗？

侮辱了别人，你的生活会快乐一点吗？

让自己不喜欢的人难堪，你就觉得你胜利了吗？

我对这类人真的有很多疑问。

那时候只是以为自己不好采，中了招，

还小小伤心了一阵子，怎么会交到这种朋友。

原来不只是我，

在短短的几个月，

就发现好多的朋友也被spam,

就连朋友的朋友们也中了。

现在的人，心里应该已经病了吧。

不然怎么会那么喜欢用语言来打架。

逛人家的部落格，

看看人家写的东西，

嗯，是没什么错啦。

可当别人抒发一下自己的感受，自己的看法时，

他们这类人可欢喜咯，

因为又是他们发表意见的时候啦，

不管关不关他们的事都好，

他们都要露一手，

先留一些话在人家那里再说，

有些会用一些言语来挑衅人，

有些会叫相关人士去看有关部落格，

像是怕会没事发生，

想再等看好戏一样。

请问，目的是什么？

只有他自己了吧。

到底部落格的定义是什么？

应该是很私人的吧，

部落格不就是个让人写关于自己的事，

说些自己想说的话，

发泄心情的地方吗？

难道连人家说自己的想法也有罪吗？

如果你不喜欢那个人，

为什么还要去他的部落格？

就算他写了什么你不爽的东西，

又怎样了，是你自己去看的，

又不是他邀你的，

在人家的地方，就要给人应有的尊重不是吗？

没人是十全十美的，

他们把别人说成这样，

回头一看，自己也不过如此吧。

他们爱往别人的短处踩，

但有没有想过，

他们自己也有不及别人的地方。

所以，

遇见这类人时，

不要反驳，

不要给予理会，

他说得开心，让他说吧，

反正说来说去，他们也只是自讨没趣，

无为跟他们计较。

只要懂你的人撑你，

就足够了。

I think i will be CRAZY soon!

PO

yes,PO again.

y this subject bothering me this much?

have been do lot of assignments in the past,

but why i have no idea on this stupid case study?

Am i too stupid?

or she just has the highest expectation from all of us among lecturers?

Shit, too many things to do this week.

ECM tests,

PO case study and presentation

& a lot of homeworks.

damn.this makes me faint.

which im gonna to do first?

hv been asking myself for a few times.

no answer and no clue.

who gonna help me?!!

Darling's birthday coming soon.

another thing to bother.

which present should i buy for him?

how im gonna celebrate it?

Question question and questions...

who can help me to solve these problems?

who can help me to halau the question marks?

im totally hv no idea on all these.

=(

darlin i need ur help.

Give me a break pls.

assignment assignment and assignments...
hmm, wonder how to go through this 2 years
hope i wont jump from from building becuz of stress la

PO
a subject we hate the most
a lecture we had never met before
a class we dont like to attend
an assignment we don't know how to do
a tutor we fear
yes,this is the most difficult thing in this sem
its aredi a difficult sub
but the teacher make us lost all the interest in this sub
she said we go n threaten our ps to fail this sub
lol
nonsense, who want to fail?
i guess nobody wants fail any paper k
waste money & time only
she said we r embarrasing her
maybe this term should use terbalik
haiz, donno how to deal with this nice lecture
i 'LOVE' her so much
i 'LOVE' this subject so so much

wish me luck in tmr presentation
Sable (my group's company)
assasins...mission..guns..
lol...it will be fun in our role play presentation
hope get high marks
=)

Long Deep Breath

dunno its aredi week3 or week4 for college?

i cant really recall it...

but who cares?

it doesn't matter how long its been.

and yea,finally im get used to this new life...

different classmate, tho jus slightly different =p

difficulty in academic, i'm really hate PO!

a lot of assignments are waiting me...

gosh...i need a breath

quite long didnt go back to JB

i miss the place i grew up

and of course i miss dadi,mami,lil sis & rico...

bout him,not really,he let us down.

and my dear frens there,

i'll be back soon,

don't miss me too much!

hahahhahahhaa

and pls,dont ask bout club,

i'm sick of it =)

and...

someone asked,

' y did u seldom post ur photo up to ur blog?'

.......i speechless.........

lol

here my answer,

im too shy to post up my ugly photos la!

De Darn

shit

went to cut my hair today

its been 1 year i want to leave it long

and

i failed again

damn it

i should be insist it

girlz, rmb

u shouldnt cut ur long nice hair

once u cut it

hard to get ur nice long hair back

cuz when u hv middle length

it will be hard to maintain and out of shape

this will make u go to saloon

and the hair stylist will told u this not nice and bla bla bla

then the conclusion is ---- cut a bit

a bit means 2/3 inch

good then.

u hair become short again

im the example!!

damn

how long will i hv my long hair back?

Destiny is Ridiculous

Once,
i live like a princess in the past
*just a describtion but not really a princess
nothing to worry
nothing to scare
eventhough faces some friendship problems
but everything still goes very well
life seems wonderful.

Since when,
everything ruined?
life become so miserable?
everything needs to think carefully before i take action
gotta worry bout lot of things
every part of my life fall into pieces
not wonderful anymore
i forced to do lots of things that i don't like
i forced to say bye-bye to lots of thing i love the most
is this the so-called destiny?
if it is, i hate to believe in destiny,
its just fooling people around
can i go back to the past?can i?
can anyone just tell me yes?

i wish to everything stay the same likes 3 years ago

why he still not realize his mistake yet?

what he did is nothing different with killing us with a knife,

a sharp knife.

he is stabbing our heart with the smile on his face.

he made my life sucks

he made everyone of us in miserable state

can anyone tell me,

why he not feeling guilty at all?

i did try to face the reality
but its hard
really hard to solve those unsolvable problem
i gave up on lots of things
i thought the tough moment will end soon
but no...
i'm naive
nothing goes smoothly,don't since when.
how long will it pass?
i couldn't take it anymore
if not becuz of him
i think i wont hold for so long
if not him,
i think i can't survived
i think i won't realized sometimes..
life still wonderful although its juz a tiny bit.

Nostalgia

shopping day on yesterday

=D

yea, its tired but happy

from 1.30 till 9.00

non-stop walking at those shops

foots tired

eyes oso tired

yet

im still happy with it

=)

having lunch+dinner at TGIF

let's pic describe how delicious it is instead of words XD

and my darlin was havin a jack daniel's meal and he don't like it

we ate more than this
and bought lots of stuffs after that

('',)

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it's already start college for one week, and i still can't get used to it. Miss ex-classmates loads.

Apple can keep doctor away?

sore throat + cough
really not feeling well this few days
pain till dont feel like say anything
and no appetite at all
=(

dont want to get sick!