sad new year ~~

Well... I has been busy for exam for quite a long time..
its really tiring especially in exam period...
everyday study ,study and still study again.
Its really stress until i don't even on my laptop and i left my lappie in his hse and jus go back gk with only my lecture notes and all the study material...
what a pathetic life T.T
haiz... juz hope that i can pass all this 5 subjects and maintain my cgpa...
Going to be cny soon...
but im not gonna to go back my home sweet home T.T becuz of the stupid exam again...
so wish all my frens have fun in jb ba...
=)

Happy 2009

time pass so fast and today is the last day of 2008 edi...
haiz...
and gonna to be 20 years old de old woman edi T.T

last week have a boring xmas! celeb with frens and him at Maison but so so so Bored there...really bored...never feel such boring in club b4...maybe is becuz of the music so ****. it is not nice at all and jus make ppl feel irritated and tired. after club de yumcha is better than this a lot a lot... at least i got thing to eat... haha

And tonite will go to melaka with dear and celeb new year with him...hope it will be much more better than the xmas clubbing nite!

bye bye 2008!!

new year wish: i wan grow taller!!! @@

new update from me

So long dint update my blog!! =.= haiz..too bz to write something here ( but maybe is my 'lazyness' ) Too many assignments in this sem. Many thing to do. But y they can feel so relax with all this. Quite admire them. Its aredi week 11 in this semester, means exam is coming soon, ish,hate it!!!! Will be graduate soon but really dont know wat to do after graduate. I have to choose continue either study or working. But still dont feel like working, working is so so so stress than study rite (cuz many ppl said that). many thing to decide. vex**

Jus rmb one thing. My bday aredi past. i still din receive the present from my dear classmate and best buddies. wer is my Transparent Umbrella with Mickey printed ?????? i will oways rmb this. lolx XD

well...its aredi 4.10am. and i still cant sleep. and tmr is morning class. i think i wont be sleep tonite. @_@ somemore need to back my home at jb tmr right after sch. my dad might not recognize me perhaps. cuz i will turn to panda when i reach jb. hmm. jb my hometown,quite long time i din go back edi. dont like to sit in a bus for so many hrs. can anyone imagine i have to sit in bus for around 4 to 5 hrs alone, nth to do in bus and somemore all strangers beside me? awww...this make me dun like to go back jb... but daddy mummi and my didi meimei, this doesnt mean that i dun miss u all okie... i juz dun like to spend around 10hrs in bus alone. this make me sick of it T.T

And recently i keep playing a on9 game, Ran. not oni me play la, dear play this and all my hsemate play this too. ish, exam coming soon, and i still start to playing this. haiz,hope i dun fail any subject and can ctrl myself not to playing this game during exam period.

For my mr.leong... really dun understand him!!! y i know him for so long but still cant really understand wat he thinking?!.. wat the hell is in his brain and heart?? wish i could have magic to read through wat he thinking.... haiz....

我的生日，别人的受难日？

06.12.2008
我的生日
和他一起出去庆祝
在s.pyramid..
本来吃饱饱想看看电影，
可是最近真的没什么戏看，真无聊。。
吃的好饱好饱，可是他还是买了12个j.co donut给我，
后来又带我去吃宵夜，
一份很大的三明治，
一个很甜的蛋糕，
再加很甜很甜的饮料。。。
天啊，
这样的吃法，
我会变得和donut一样吧。。。
很开心
也收到很多朋友的greeting...
可是，我在开心的同时，
却是别人在痛苦的时候。。。
过完生日的第二天，
翻开报纸才知道原来ampang发生了土崩，
那些人好可怜，
失去了家人也无家可归，
怎么会这样啊。。。
希望再许个生日愿望，
希望不要再发生这些不好的事了，
只希望世界和平些，
灾难少一些，
每一个人都过得很好。。。

中毒了...

·大花虫·

听过这个名词吗？这就是他所谓的“常常在花大钱的虫虫”

（其他人大概不会听过吧，因为是他发明的）=__=

他时常都这么说我，可是我也不想的呀！

女生嘛，难免都比男生爱逛街，

会买些漂亮的衣服，饰品，一些小玩意儿等等。

就算不买那些穿在身上的，也会买挂在身边的东西。

就算不挂，都还有那些化妆品，护肤品之类的东西能买，

反正就是要买就对了。

有时买东西真的会上瘾吧，

它就像毒品，

买的时候很有快感，很兴奋，但之后呢？

不管有多穷，都要买，

常常对自己说，买了这次就不买了，不能再乱花了，

但是下次看见喜欢的就会忍不住，

买之前还要对自己说一次“这是最后一次了”

就这样，每一次都有最后一次。

omg,谁能帮我戒毒啊？？

这星期又有prom，

又有借口让自己去‘吸毒’了，

到底什么时候才能成功的‘戒毒’？

@.@

久违的朋友。幸运

因为太过无聊所以在网上到处看看，

偶然之下进去了一位曾经非常要好的朋友的部落格里逛逛，

看了看她写的东东， 突然觉得有些内疚。

我们很久没见了吧，

不是她忙，就是我忙，

就这样，很久没见了，

久得已经数不到了。

我们，是非常要好的朋友，
还记得去年第一次来到这里，
一个人，没有任何朋友的陪伴，
一个人傻傻的去上课，
那种感觉真的很可怕，
几乎每个人都有着朋友的陪伴，
而自己只是静静的坐着。

那一天，我认识了这位朋友，
之后我们都一起上学放学，
她就一直这样的陪着我，
从只有她一个朋友到认识了很多人，
从来都搞不清楚方向的我，
被她教会怎么认得学校的路，
她时常带我到处去逛逛，
最记得的是我常会去她家里，
我们一起煮东西吃，
当然煮的不是我，我只是帮忙而已啦，
一起聊天聊到睡着为止，
就这样想起了一切的一切。

突然好怀念以前的一切，
好想知道她过得好不好，
好想和她说声对不起。
（因为约了那么多次都见不到面）

朋友，想和你说，
不管你在哪里，你都是我最好的朋友，
不管多久不见，我都不会忘记你这个朋友，
希望你能过得很好，
不管有什么事，
要记得还有我。
=）

Laugh la laugh lah, come and laugh me lah!!!! T.T

haiz...
pity me...
mushroom, hong yee, and etc....
pls go away from me....
not i wan de ok??
haizzzz.....
i know is funny...
u all wan laugh den laugh loh....
so good my dear classmates...
i will control myself not to hear their voice...
no voice,no laugh...
=(

i never ever feel so REGRET before!!!

jus back to my home sweet home and hanging out with my dear fren...
BUT~~
i cut my hair...
so damn short,i dont like it..really dont like it...
haiz...
i will never have dis short hair again
really feel like crying after cutting the hair...
wish my hair grow faster!!
omg...
i wan my hair back T.T

my sweet sleeping time-GONE

actually already sleep but gotta wake up to complete the STUPID BARBIE case study...
and then complete it and went to sleep again...
who knows i forced to wake up again to do some changes to that stupid coursework~
y shall college life like this??????
i rmb when i was young,mummy told me tat college life is so easy and fun,dis make me wish 2 finish my sec sch life asap.
who knows this miserable time is so called 'a college easy and fun life'....wth ==
only week 4 den start presenting...
dont even noe wat da hell is going on in the lesson..
who can save us lil pity thing?
haiz~~~

one nite but got 2 big big shock by two MR. Leong!
my dear Mr. Kenny Leong & Mr. Darren Leon...
mr Leong --- pls don't shout ppl and touch ppl from the back in the nite n especially when the light was off okay?!!
mr Leon --- pls dont send that kind of e-mail to me again.i will have heart attack and my heart wil stop ok?!!
thx for u all da coperation...

i wan to sleep~~
but jus can't fall asleep..
god pls forget me for not going to tmr 8a.m tutorial class :(

i feel...blue

suddenly feel that how nice if lynn or xenna at my side right now
i need them
but im alone here

because of a msg
i think a lot
from the past till now
wat if time can go back??
if i dont choose to come here??
if i listen to them...
maybe i wont in this situation
maybe i will stay the same
maybe i can live better
a lot of maybe...
but things aredi done
there is no way to go back to the past anymore.

i need ur promise
a promise from u may make me feel much more better
really....

anyway
i knew that u care bout me
and i am too.