I think i will be CRAZY soon!

PO

yes,PO again.

y this subject bothering me this much?

have been do lot of assignments in the past,

but why i have no idea on this stupid case study?

Am i too stupid?

or she just has the highest expectation from all of us among lecturers?

Shit, too many things to do this week.

ECM tests,

PO case study and presentation

& a lot of homeworks.

damn.this makes me faint.

which im gonna to do first?

hv been asking myself for a few times.

no answer and no clue.

who gonna help me?!!

Darling's birthday coming soon.

another thing to bother.

which present should i buy for him?

how im gonna celebrate it?

Question question and questions...

who can help me to solve these problems?

who can help me to halau the question marks?

im totally hv no idea on all these.

=(

darlin i need ur help.

Give me a break pls.

assignment assignment and assignments...
hmm, wonder how to go through this 2 years
hope i wont jump from from building becuz of stress la

PO
a subject we hate the most
a lecture we had never met before
a class we dont like to attend
an assignment we don't know how to do
a tutor we fear
yes,this is the most difficult thing in this sem
its aredi a difficult sub
but the teacher make us lost all the interest in this sub
she said we go n threaten our ps to fail this sub
lol
nonsense, who want to fail?
i guess nobody wants fail any paper k
waste money & time only
she said we r embarrasing her
maybe this term should use terbalik
haiz, donno how to deal with this nice lecture
i 'LOVE' her so much
i 'LOVE' this subject so so much

wish me luck in tmr presentation
Sable (my group's company)
assasins...mission..guns..
lol...it will be fun in our role play presentation
hope get high marks
=)

Long Deep Breath

dunno its aredi week3 or week4 for college?

i cant really recall it...

but who cares?

it doesn't matter how long its been.

and yea,finally im get used to this new life...

different classmate, tho jus slightly different =p

difficulty in academic, i'm really hate PO!

a lot of assignments are waiting me...

gosh...i need a breath

quite long didnt go back to JB

i miss the place i grew up

and of course i miss dadi,mami,lil sis & rico...

bout him,not really,he let us down.

and my dear frens there,

i'll be back soon,

don't miss me too much!

hahahhahahhaa

and pls,dont ask bout club,

i'm sick of it =)

and...

someone asked,

' y did u seldom post ur photo up to ur blog?'

.......i speechless.........

lol

here my answer,

im too shy to post up my ugly photos la!

De Darn

shit

went to cut my hair today

its been 1 year i want to leave it long

and

i failed again

damn it

i should be insist it

girlz, rmb

u shouldnt cut ur long nice hair

once u cut it

hard to get ur nice long hair back

cuz when u hv middle length

it will be hard to maintain and out of shape

this will make u go to saloon

and the hair stylist will told u this not nice and bla bla bla

then the conclusion is ---- cut a bit

a bit means 2/3 inch

good then.

u hair become short again

im the example!!

damn

how long will i hv my long hair back?

Destiny is Ridiculous

Once,
i live like a princess in the past
*just a describtion but not really a princess
nothing to worry
nothing to scare
eventhough faces some friendship problems
but everything still goes very well
life seems wonderful.

Since when,
everything ruined?
life become so miserable?
everything needs to think carefully before i take action
gotta worry bout lot of things
every part of my life fall into pieces
not wonderful anymore
i forced to do lots of things that i don't like
i forced to say bye-bye to lots of thing i love the most
is this the so-called destiny?
if it is, i hate to believe in destiny,
its just fooling people around
can i go back to the past?can i?
can anyone just tell me yes?

i wish to everything stay the same likes 3 years ago

why he still not realize his mistake yet?

what he did is nothing different with killing us with a knife,

a sharp knife.

he is stabbing our heart with the smile on his face.

he made my life sucks

he made everyone of us in miserable state

can anyone tell me,

why he not feeling guilty at all?

i did try to face the reality
but its hard
really hard to solve those unsolvable problem
i gave up on lots of things
i thought the tough moment will end soon
but no...
i'm naive
nothing goes smoothly,don't since when.
how long will it pass?
i couldn't take it anymore
if not becuz of him
i think i wont hold for so long
if not him,
i think i can't survived
i think i won't realized sometimes..
life still wonderful although its juz a tiny bit.

Nostalgia

shopping day on yesterday

=D

yea, its tired but happy

from 1.30 till 9.00

non-stop walking at those shops

foots tired

eyes oso tired

yet

im still happy with it

=)

having lunch+dinner at TGIF

let's pic describe how delicious it is instead of words XD

and my darlin was havin a jack daniel's meal and he don't like it

we ate more than this
and bought lots of stuffs after that

('',)

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it's already start college for one week, and i still can't get used to it. Miss ex-classmates loads.

Apple can keep doctor away?

sore throat + cough
really not feeling well this few days
pain till dont feel like say anything
and no appetite at all
=(

dont want to get sick!

Wadda hell is he thinking?

never ever expect this kind of thing will happen to me

he used to be a good boy to all of us
i cant imagine he will do this kind of thing
this break our hearts
especially the father n the mother's heart
nobody understand what is he thinking
does gf important than family?
does money important than anyone of us?
i dont think so
he shouldn't do this kind of thing to us
becuz of him
all of us suffer
becuz of his stupid thought
all of us have to go through some toughness
and becuz of my lil childish bro
half of my salary gone
everyone of us have to suffer
but he is happy
perhaps
becuz he is rich now
he can spend it happily with his beloved one
maybe
we r not the one he loves anymore
maybe
this family doesnt make him feel happy
maybe
things going to be worst

Outta from Hell

eventually left 4 working days
no need to see those stupid dark face anymore
no need to see unfriendly face anymore
and no need to see those trouble maker
peace back to my life soon =)

Irritated+frustrated

start working at S.P
a terrible experiance

there is an angency call me up and asked me go for an interview at klcc on last mon
and i went for interview on tues
wed rest at home
then thurs start working

its really blur when first get to the place which i work
everyone there seems like very busy
nobody cares bout me,the new stuff
a lady there just gimme a short briefing
then ask me to promote that complicated thing to customers
god how im gonna to explain all these
when those prospects asked me some question
im stunded
darn i dont know how to answer

well, no one will care bout it
i dint get the uniform which they supposed to give me on the very first of my working days
so i just wear my own clothes which different with the stuffs there
this make me dont look like mxxxx centre's stuff oso
alrite, i oso dont care bout it since the boss dont care oso

until the soft opening happened ytd
the big big boss of my boss was there
oni the balia one start to point everyone's mistake
for sure
i kena lah
no uniform mah
but i asked uniform from them since the first day
dont care
i take leave ytd
no eyes to see the balia one

the reality world
no big boss there,nth happen
big boss there,everyone oso kena

and one thing
when the boss say anything to u,
dont answer anything
although u told him/her the reason
he/she will say,'no no no...u shouldnt take this as an excuse...bla bla bla...'
however, is he/she make the incident happen

never mind
im patient
im edi met many funny and ridiculous ppl recently
and im just take them as a joke
its ok for me to meet some other weirdo
this may make me learn a lot
at least i learn how to deal with different kind of ppl

the balia one
i will tahan u like wat others did in the centre
one day u will realise u re wrong =)