Holiday, finished...

had my holiday at jb my sweet home.(maybe cant consider as a sweet home anymore)
quite boring there.
nth to do and no anywhere to go.
jus can hang out with frens at some 'hotspot' like cs, eden,pelangi & etc.*really bored man.
met my beloved ting le, wena,lynn,monkey,sara & janice.
only monkey change a lot.good good.
and the second week of my holiday,
he came jb. surprise~
want bring him go n play.
and then realize jb really not much place to go.
and realize i really cant recognize the location of some place in jb. @@
so sry my dear.
so, the 2 weeks holiday jus end like this.
nth much to say bout my holiday.
jus bored!
_but still vr happie tat he went there to acc me

我是幸福的 =）

那一天，情人节，
和他一起庆祝。
在吃晚餐的时候，
看见其他的人嘴角都挂着幸福的微笑，
不知不觉也觉得自己幸福了起来。

或许连我自己也没察觉原来他已经为我做了许多事，
要不是在朋友的提醒下，
可能我还在埋怨着他以前犯的错。

从那时候开始，
和他一起的每一天，
仿佛世界上没有不快乐，
就算有争执，
没过多久就看见雨过天晴的彩虹，
结论上，我是快乐的。

所以，
乐，不要担心，我不想被过去带走我的未来，
我选择遗忘，至少现在的我很快乐，
就当我是胆小鬼，
我不想让旧伤口再次被掀开，
因为我知道我承受不起那种痛。
每天呼吸着和他一样的空气，
早已经习惯他的存在，
要是没了有他的空气，
或许我会窒息吧。

今晚必须离开他，
回到爸爸妈妈那里，
好想他们，
也想我的朋友们。
但是回去了，
心里却会挂着他。
但带着昨晚的回忆回去，
应该足够吧。

情人节快乐。

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當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了
——仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

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What da F*ck?

help wee paint their hse which rent to somebody today.
the family which live there is really #@^&*
never met someone like them b4.
only 3 words to describe the feeling when i met 'em today.

I HATE THEM!! (becuz they really make me wan to scold some rude word)

1. wat i saw when i first reach the hse ----->vr dirty
2. wat is it on their wall -----> all dust
3. wat cover on their furniture -----> same. dust.
4. wat happen to their sofa ------> some pillow which is gray color. (the pillows r not supposed to be gray color and i think the original color is white.)
5. wat happen to their hse ------> i really dunno becuz i wont live in this type of environment.
6. and the most important thing, how does the wall looks -----> black cuz of dust again.

So can u imagine how long they never clean the hse?

So, before we paint, we gotta remove all dust and the old paint on the wall.
but!!!!!! the man in the hse said, jus use cloth to clean it is enuf.
wth? the wall is black color, can someone imagine tat??
don't care. i jus scrath those old paint out.
and!!!!! after we make the floor full of the thing scratch from the wall, the woman's face turns to black color *exactly like the wall's color
i guess is bcuz we make her needed to clean the floor later on.
and then after that we start to paint and of course some paint will drop on the floor, this make their whole family's face become dark.
and their youngest child said:' Why don't u all cover everything first b4 paint?'
hello~ do we deserve to do all this? Who want to paint all this? and do we look like worker? they live there for 25 years, and never protect all the assets in the hse. Wat the fu*k?????
and before we live, the man and wee's mom quarrel becuz of the stupid longkang. really f*ck.
the family makes the longkang stuck. So, quarrel bout this and that. suck.
Then we leave.

So, the conclusion is________stupid, damn, and FXXX.

i never see this such family.
and i don't hope to see this kind of ppl in my life time FULL STOP

Yippie day =)

its really so damn bored until the 'boredness' make me feel so dizzy everyday.
is like im a pig, wake up eat, then doing nth, and then eat, doing nth again, and went to sleep when nth to do again.
i think im worst than a pig.

Asking my boy go for shopping since we are having a bored holidays.
but he is bz. he got work and got lot of things to do. wonder y he is bz and yet im so so free.
so, eventually, ytd oni he can bring me go shop shop. yeay~

I like Bangsar's boutique shop.
its good cuz all selling clothes and accesories.
no nid to keep on walkin like in other shopping center.
but boy boy said he wont bring me there. wth =(
he said is kinda bored. (don't ever told ur girl this kind of things ok)
but ytd he suggest to bring me there! -really a surprise.ppl said when bf suddenly treat gf good, means something is wrong. so, wats wrong?
such a hot day, he really wan acc me to walk up and down at the shop lot? no no...
i don't wan to shop in a sunny day either...
and i dun wan him to be bored too, if so, * he will make some noise *
so i chose MidValley .. really not much place to let me choose.
So walk walk here walk walk there.
i got a MNG wallet and a pair of shoes from him.
den raining heavily.
and im tired. back home of course.
Thx my dear.
I like the wallet much and it is cute =)

still waiting...

sitting in front of laptop but there is really nth to do, so bored!

have been check out all my mails , facebook , friendster and looking back my previous photo which took with my darling . Hmm , things really change a lot huh , and its been so long i been with him since year 07 till now , is already almost 2 years... although i break with him last time, nov of 07, i broke with my dear jus becuz he teasing me...oh gosh..y did i so such funny thing..lolx.. and after this temporary broke up, sure many bad things happen lah... after tat he said let the past over... and then we back to each other naturally.. hmm, is this call fate? god only knows.

recently took at genting highland on new year nite =)

picture of the past :

jus now chatting with my bestie gf ,lynn thru msn...got lots of her update =) hope she is doing vr well over singapore. Oww, how i miss her now. When next week back to JB, will hang out with her. Waiting the day to come :) and need to go back my high sch, I.J Convent to take my SPM result. graduate from convent for so long but still haven take my cert back, duno will the office throw it or not. worries ('-')

It is already around 1 o clock.. and kv haven back yet, need to wait him and den serve him like a boss... hahax, this is jus wat he wan and normally this doesnt really happen. anyway, i jus waiting him to back.

And his mom said tmr got a dinner, need me n him to go. can i dont go? don't feel like going cuz i think it may be kinda bored there. somemore i will be suffering for some painful in this few days. so, shall i go ? headache headache + stomochache =(

Finally im free from the exam!!!

yea~~ today finish the exam which make ppl so so so tiring..
back to his home after exam...
i sleep for many hrs...
so long din sleep this tight...
but poor him need to work,
so quite miss my 'superman'...
hope that i can pass all the subjects
尤其是

• Ismm
• CB and
• Msec

becuz next sem no more exam...
so pls pls pls...
im desparate to pass it all!!

He is removing my scar,perhaps..

spending my chinese new year with family in dad's kampung...
and im still couldn't get used to the life there although im not the first time been there..
on the very first day i reach there, i aredi not feeling well...
and the second day is getting worst oso... haiz... no appetite to eat at all... @@
felt not comfortable at there...all this make me feel so down and somemore quarrel with him...
so fed up tat he dont call me when im there...
quarrel with him whenever he call me...
and i even ask him to remove the thing on the mirror...
i know it is unreasonable...and i dun expect he will do this...
when i reach kl...he fetch me from my parents...
and he bring me go shop shop...cuz i said once i go back,the first thing i wan to do is shopping...
and when i reach his hse...i found that the words are all missing...
he really remove it...
i dunno y will he remove it...
is becuz i dun like tat thing or he dun wan to argue with me becuz of those words...
watever...dont bother to know the real reason...
jus take it as he wants to make me happy so he erase all the words on his mirror from his last relationship...