情人节快乐。

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當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了
——仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

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What da F*ck?

help wee paint their hse which rent to somebody today.
the family which live there is really #@^&*
never met someone like them b4.
only 3 words to describe the feeling when i met 'em today.

I HATE THEM!! (becuz they really make me wan to scold some rude word)

1. wat i saw when i first reach the hse ----->vr dirty
2. wat is it on their wall -----> all dust
3. wat cover on their furniture -----> same. dust.
4. wat happen to their sofa ------> some pillow which is gray color. (the pillows r not supposed to be gray color and i think the original color is white.)
5. wat happen to their hse ------> i really dunno becuz i wont live in this type of environment.
6. and the most important thing, how does the wall looks -----> black cuz of dust again.

So can u imagine how long they never clean the hse?

So, before we paint, we gotta remove all dust and the old paint on the wall.
but!!!!!! the man in the hse said, jus use cloth to clean it is enuf.
wth? the wall is black color, can someone imagine tat??
don't care. i jus scrath those old paint out.
and!!!!! after we make the floor full of the thing scratch from the wall, the woman's face turns to black color *exactly like the wall's color
i guess is bcuz we make her needed to clean the floor later on.
and then after that we start to paint and of course some paint will drop on the floor, this make their whole family's face become dark.
and their youngest child said:' Why don't u all cover everything first b4 paint?'
hello~ do we deserve to do all this? Who want to paint all this? and do we look like worker? they live there for 25 years, and never protect all the assets in the hse. Wat the fu*k?????
and before we live, the man and wee's mom quarrel becuz of the stupid longkang. really f*ck.
the family makes the longkang stuck. So, quarrel bout this and that. suck.
Then we leave.

So, the conclusion is________stupid, damn, and FXXX.

i never see this such family.
and i don't hope to see this kind of ppl in my life time FULL STOP

Yippie day =)

its really so damn bored until the 'boredness' make me feel so dizzy everyday.
is like im a pig, wake up eat, then doing nth, and then eat, doing nth again, and went to sleep when nth to do again.
i think im worst than a pig.

Asking my boy go for shopping since we are having a bored holidays.
but he is bz. he got work and got lot of things to do. wonder y he is bz and yet im so so free.
so, eventually, ytd oni he can bring me go shop shop. yeay~

I like Bangsar's boutique shop.
its good cuz all selling clothes and accesories.
no nid to keep on walkin like in other shopping center.
but boy boy said he wont bring me there. wth =(
he said is kinda bored. (don't ever told ur girl this kind of things ok)
but ytd he suggest to bring me there! -really a surprise.ppl said when bf suddenly treat gf good, means something is wrong. so, wats wrong?
such a hot day, he really wan acc me to walk up and down at the shop lot? no no...
i don't wan to shop in a sunny day either...
and i dun wan him to be bored too, if so, * he will make some noise *
so i chose MidValley .. really not much place to let me choose.
So walk walk here walk walk there.
i got a MNG wallet and a pair of shoes from him.
den raining heavily.
and im tired. back home of course.
Thx my dear.
I like the wallet much and it is cute =)

still waiting...

sitting in front of laptop but there is really nth to do, so bored!

have been check out all my mails , facebook , friendster and looking back my previous photo which took with my darling . Hmm , things really change a lot huh , and its been so long i been with him since year 07 till now , is already almost 2 years... although i break with him last time, nov of 07, i broke with my dear jus becuz he teasing me...oh gosh..y did i so such funny thing..lolx.. and after this temporary broke up, sure many bad things happen lah... after tat he said let the past over... and then we back to each other naturally.. hmm, is this call fate? god only knows.

recently took at genting highland on new year nite =)

picture of the past :

jus now chatting with my bestie gf ,lynn thru msn...got lots of her update =) hope she is doing vr well over singapore. Oww, how i miss her now. When next week back to JB, will hang out with her. Waiting the day to come :) and need to go back my high sch, I.J Convent to take my SPM result. graduate from convent for so long but still haven take my cert back, duno will the office throw it or not. worries ('-')

It is already around 1 o clock.. and kv haven back yet, need to wait him and den serve him like a boss... hahax, this is jus wat he wan and normally this doesnt really happen. anyway, i jus waiting him to back.

And his mom said tmr got a dinner, need me n him to go. can i dont go? don't feel like going cuz i think it may be kinda bored there. somemore i will be suffering for some painful in this few days. so, shall i go ? headache headache + stomochache =(

Finally im free from the exam!!!

yea~~ today finish the exam which make ppl so so so tiring..
back to his home after exam...
i sleep for many hrs...
so long din sleep this tight...
but poor him need to work,
so quite miss my 'superman'...
hope that i can pass all the subjects
尤其是

• Ismm
• CB and
• Msec

becuz next sem no more exam...
so pls pls pls...
im desparate to pass it all!!

He is removing my scar,perhaps..

spending my chinese new year with family in dad's kampung...
and im still couldn't get used to the life there although im not the first time been there..
on the very first day i reach there, i aredi not feeling well...
and the second day is getting worst oso... haiz... no appetite to eat at all... @@
felt not comfortable at there...all this make me feel so down and somemore quarrel with him...
so fed up tat he dont call me when im there...
quarrel with him whenever he call me...
and i even ask him to remove the thing on the mirror...
i know it is unreasonable...and i dun expect he will do this...
when i reach kl...he fetch me from my parents...
and he bring me go shop shop...cuz i said once i go back,the first thing i wan to do is shopping...
and when i reach his hse...i found that the words are all missing...
he really remove it...
i dunno y will he remove it...
is becuz i dun like tat thing or he dun wan to argue with me becuz of those words...
watever...dont bother to know the real reason...
jus take it as he wants to make me happy so he erase all the words on his mirror from his last relationship...

sad new year ~~

Well... I has been busy for exam for quite a long time..
its really tiring especially in exam period...
everyday study ,study and still study again.
Its really stress until i don't even on my laptop and i left my lappie in his hse and jus go back gk with only my lecture notes and all the study material...
what a pathetic life T.T
haiz... juz hope that i can pass all this 5 subjects and maintain my cgpa...
Going to be cny soon...
but im not gonna to go back my home sweet home T.T becuz of the stupid exam again...
so wish all my frens have fun in jb ba...
=)

Happy 2009

time pass so fast and today is the last day of 2008 edi...
haiz...
and gonna to be 20 years old de old woman edi T.T

last week have a boring xmas! celeb with frens and him at Maison but so so so Bored there...really bored...never feel such boring in club b4...maybe is becuz of the music so ****. it is not nice at all and jus make ppl feel irritated and tired. after club de yumcha is better than this a lot a lot... at least i got thing to eat... haha

And tonite will go to melaka with dear and celeb new year with him...hope it will be much more better than the xmas clubbing nite!

bye bye 2008!!

new year wish: i wan grow taller!!! @@

new update from me

So long dint update my blog!! =.= haiz..too bz to write something here ( but maybe is my 'lazyness' ) Too many assignments in this sem. Many thing to do. But y they can feel so relax with all this. Quite admire them. Its aredi week 11 in this semester, means exam is coming soon, ish,hate it!!!! Will be graduate soon but really dont know wat to do after graduate. I have to choose continue either study or working. But still dont feel like working, working is so so so stress than study rite (cuz many ppl said that). many thing to decide. vex**

Jus rmb one thing. My bday aredi past. i still din receive the present from my dear classmate and best buddies. wer is my Transparent Umbrella with Mickey printed ?????? i will oways rmb this. lolx XD

well...its aredi 4.10am. and i still cant sleep. and tmr is morning class. i think i wont be sleep tonite. @_@ somemore need to back my home at jb tmr right after sch. my dad might not recognize me perhaps. cuz i will turn to panda when i reach jb. hmm. jb my hometown,quite long time i din go back edi. dont like to sit in a bus for so many hrs. can anyone imagine i have to sit in bus for around 4 to 5 hrs alone, nth to do in bus and somemore all strangers beside me? awww...this make me dun like to go back jb... but daddy mummi and my didi meimei, this doesnt mean that i dun miss u all okie... i juz dun like to spend around 10hrs in bus alone. this make me sick of it T.T

And recently i keep playing a on9 game, Ran. not oni me play la, dear play this and all my hsemate play this too. ish, exam coming soon, and i still start to playing this. haiz,hope i dun fail any subject and can ctrl myself not to playing this game during exam period.

For my mr.leong... really dun understand him!!! y i know him for so long but still cant really understand wat he thinking?!.. wat the hell is in his brain and heart?? wish i could have magic to read through wat he thinking.... haiz....

我的生日，别人的受难日？

06.12.2008
我的生日
和他一起出去庆祝
在s.pyramid..
本来吃饱饱想看看电影，
可是最近真的没什么戏看，真无聊。。
吃的好饱好饱，可是他还是买了12个j.co donut给我，
后来又带我去吃宵夜，
一份很大的三明治，
一个很甜的蛋糕，
再加很甜很甜的饮料。。。
天啊，
这样的吃法，
我会变得和donut一样吧。。。
很开心
也收到很多朋友的greeting...
可是，我在开心的同时，
却是别人在痛苦的时候。。。
过完生日的第二天，
翻开报纸才知道原来ampang发生了土崩，
那些人好可怜，
失去了家人也无家可归，
怎么会这样啊。。。
希望再许个生日愿望，
希望不要再发生这些不好的事了，
只希望世界和平些，
灾难少一些，
每一个人都过得很好。。。